Roommates

I love you.

The day went by quickly.  We didn't do much.  I took more pictures of the boys, they practiced some songs and then they ordered food.  I didn't eat, of course that worried Ray but I reminded him that I never eat much.  I hope I'll be able to tell him I'm a vampire without him freaking out.  I hope none of them will freak out.  "Do you have any board games?" Frank asked.  I looked at him weird.  "No. Why?"   "I'm bored." He said.   "Go to the store and but one." Mikey told him.  "Where's the closest store?" Gerard asked.  "Down the street to the right, go past at least three alley's and you'll most likely see it." I told them.  "If you don't see it, just look for an alley that has a bag of dog food and the store is beside it." Mikey said.  "How do you know?" Ray asked.  "Um.." Mikey looked at me.  "We bumped into each other this morning and he walk went with me to the store.  There's a homeless dog there and I feed him." I said.  "Ok." Ray said nodding his head.  "Alright.  We'll see you later." Gerard said pulling Frank out the door with him.  "So you go to the store a lot to feed a homeless dog?" Ray asked me.  "Yeah." I shrugged, a little embarrassed.  "Have you named it?" He asked seeming a little more interested.  "Yeah.  I named him Ian."  "Why don't you take him in?" Ray asked.  "This is an apartment. No animals unless it's like a small turtle, hamster, fish or something like that." I said.  "You could sneak him in." He suggested.  "I'm friends with the owner of this place, I kinda can't." I laughed.  "Oh ok, I was just suggesting it." Ray shrugged.  I shook my head and laughed a little.  Mikey got up and walked away to his and Ray's room.  I glanced over at him.  He quietly shut the door, leaving me and Ray alone.  I leaned back over on Ray.  It was a little boring watching him play the game.  Thank God Frank and Gerard walked in.  Frank looked mad and Gerard looked red in the cheeks.  "What's wrong with you?  Someone interrupt you two fucking in the store?" I laughed.  "No.  Some stupid guy had the audacity to flirt with Gerard." Frank said, throwing the board game down.  Monopoly, it's always Monopoly.  "Seems like he liked it." Ray said.  Gerard got more red and Frank got more pissed.  "Shut up Raymond." Frank told Ray.  I laughed at them, especially Frank.  "Are you guys going to play that now or later?" I asked.  "I guess now." Gerard said.  "You playing?" Ray asked me, getting off of the couch.  "No."   "Why not?"   "I don't like Monopoly."  "Ok. Ask Mikey if he wants to play too." Ray told me.  I nodded and went to get Mikey.  I knocked on his door.  "Mikey?"  "Come in." He called.  I opened the door and saw him sitting on his bed.  "Hey, Frank and Gerard just got back with a board game.  You going to play with them?" I asked.  "Are you playing?" He asked.  "No, I don't like Monopoly." I said.   "No, I'm not going to play." He said shaking his head.  "Ok. Do you want to watch them play the game with me?" I questioned.  "Maybe later." He said.  "Ok."   I shut his door and walked back over to the couch.  "He's not playing." I told them all.  The nodded and started playing the game.

It was funny watching the thee boys play Monopoly.  One was getting mad, Frank.  One was winning, Gerard.  And one was just going a long as time went by, Ray.   "If you win I get to fuck you tonight!" Frank said to Gerard.  "Ew, don't bring that into the game!" Ray said.  "Deal." Said Gerard, holding a hand out for Frank to shake.  He shook it and then proceeded to the game.  "You're gonna get to fuck Gerard tonight, Frank." I said.  He smirked and Gerard blushed.  Ray shook his head and laughed.  Mikey came out of his room after a while and joined me on the couch.  He looked tired.  "Did you just wake up or something?" I asked Mikey.  "Yeah." He said in a raspy voice.  Ray laid his head back on my knees.  I didn't know what to do so I just pat his head.  Mikey sort of laughed at me when I did it.  I looked over at him and shook my head.  "Shut up." I smiled.  He put his hands up in defense.  "I didn't say anything."   "Yeah but you made a certain noise." I told him, pointing a finger.  "You got a point there." He said.  "I know I do." I said looking back at the boys.  He smiled and shook his head, looking at the boys also. 

The boys ended the game.  Gerard won.  Frank gets to fuck him and Ray just went to bed.  Soon they all went to bed and I went to my room.  I sat down on my bed and looked over at my drawer beside me.  There was a picture of my mom, my dad, my sister, and me.  I picked it up and looked at it.  She was and is a great mom.  She'd always worry about us.  She's a beautiful woman.  My eyes started to sting.  She was still such a great mom to my step brother and step sister.  Even if my step sister was a bitch, she treated her the same as us.  I was crying now.  There were tears on the glass of the picture frame.  There was something in me that told me I need to go see her.  If I didn't I would never see her again.  I hopped up, put my shoes on and left my room.  I grabbed the keys and walked out the door.  I walked to Mary Well's hospital to see my mom.  When I got there the woman at the front desk was on the phone so I had to wait.  Once she was off the phone I ran to the desk.  "How may I help you?" She asked politely.  "Um I'm here to see Sarah Collins." Is said.  She typed in her name and told me where she was at.  "Thank you!" I said.   I took the elevator up to my mom's room.  I knocked on her door and a nurse answered it.  "Hi, I'm here to see Sarah Collins." I said eagerly.  "Ok, she's right over there." The woman pointed to the bed.  I nodded to her and walked over to see my mom.  She looked very sick.  Her hair was grey, almost white, it was falling out.  Her mouth looked like a thin wrinkled line.  "Mom." I whispered.  He slowly opened her eyes.  "Brie?" She asked.  "Is that you sweetheart?"   "Yes Mom it's me, Brie."   She smiled and held her hand out to touch my face.  "I've missed you sweetheart." She whispered to me.  "I've missed you too Mom."   "Alexis told me you were too busy to come and see me."   "No, I wasn't busy.  I was just being stubborn, like my usual self." I laughed slightly.   "Just like your father." She smiled.  "Yep. Just like dad."  "I love you." She whispered to me.  Tears rolled down my cheeks.  "I love you too Mom."  She wiped away the tears with shaky hands.  "Don't cry sweetheart, I'll be in a better place once this is all over with." She told me.  "I know. I just can't bare to see you leave." I told her, my voice cracking.  "It's okay, you can manage without me."  I nodded and hugged her.  "Get back home, sweetheart.  It's getting late. You don't need to spend the night in a hospital." She said.  "Ok, mom." I stood up.  "I love you, Brie." She whispered to me.  "I love you too." I kissed her good bye and walked back to the apartment.  When I walked in I saw Mikey on the couch.  He looked over at me when he heard me shut the door.  "Where were you?" He questioned in a whisper.  "No where." I said.  "Are you okay?" He asked.  "Yeah." I paused.  "I'm fine."  I walked back to my room and laid on my bed until I managed to fall asleep for a few hours.