d i s s o c i a t i o n

a helium leak into my mind, my vision fuzzes and fades

i breathe in, and with every airy breathe my consciousness floats away.

my body anchors directly down, hot-headed my mind drifts.

tugging hard at the string, testing the weights capability

swaying swiftly in the winds of dissociation.

the air molecules slip through the cracks in my mind

i guess even they don't want to stay with me?

i deflate, slowly steadily sinking down

away from this light trance

back to the harsh hold of my headspace.