I Won't Let You Surrender, I'll Be Your Strength...(On Hold)

Chapter 10- I Won't Let You Surrender, I'll Be Your Strength.

My POV-

'You're pregnant,' kept running through my head.

'Thaa..nk y..ouu, How far gone am I?' I asked.

'About a month.If you have any questions, come by the doctors surgery and come and see me, I'll be more than happy to help,' Dr Smith continued. She then ended the call. I just had to sit down, how can I tell Nath? he really doesn't need this right now. I'm going to be a mum in 8 months, I should go back to the others but i'm frozen, I can't move. I just find myself staring out to the sea, the view was amazing, there was a little island called 'Los Lobos' and just across from that was Lanzarote. I then felt a hand on my shoulder, which made me jump. I turned my head and I saw Rachel standing there,

'Are you alright?' she asked in a sweet tone. I tried to answer but I just broke down, I couldn't stop myself from crying. Rachel sat down next to me, and she waited until I was able to answer.

'What's happened Ams?' she questioned.

'I'm...pregnant, and I don't know what to do, what if Nath leaves me' I cried.

'Nath loves you and won't leave you. He loves everything that involves you so if that includes a baby, then so be it,' Rachel replied.

'How can I tell him? he's gone through enough lately, he doesn't need this,' I sniffed.

'You going to have to tell him soon, you guys will be able to sort this out,' she said with a small smile. She was right, I did have to tell him. I wiped my eyes, so I could try and hide the fact that I had been crying. I then got up from the bench and me and Rachel made our way back to the bar.

Later that Night...

Nathan's POV-

We had just finished our drinks and we were heading back to the villa, as it was 12am. Amy had been very quiet all night, like she hardly said a word. I tried to ask her what was wrong but she would say 'nothing'. We got back to the villa, and Ams went straight to our room, without saying a word. I stayed up with the others for a bit, I thought that it would be best to give Ams some time on her own. We were up on the roof terrace just having some drinks, but I couldn't stop thinking about Ams, so I left them and went down to our room. I got to our bedroom door, and it was shut, before I opened it, I heard the faint sound of crying. Something isn't right?. I slowly opened the door and closed it behind me, I walked round to Amy's side of the bed and I sat down next to her, she was crying her eyes out.

'Baby, what's wrong?' I asked in a concerned tone. She didn't answer me, she just broke down some more. I moved so that I could hold her whilst she cried.

'Tell me what's wrong,' I said in a more forceful tone. She just looked at me.

'Promise me you won't get mad,' she whispered. What? What was she going to say...has something happened?

'I promise,' I said to her without taking my eyes off of her. She then took at deep breath, and looked at me.

'Also promise me, you won't leave me,' she said as more tears fell from her eyes and down her face.

'What, I'm not going anywhere, tell me,' I answered.

'I'm pregnant,' she replied as she broke down once more. Pregnant? This is just what I needed...not.

'How long have you known?' I asked as I moved my eyes away from her.

'When I got that phone call...it was Dr Smith,' she replied. For some reason, I felt myself feeling angry.

'Did you plan this? I thought you were on the pill?' I snapped. She moved so she was sitting up, and her eyes widened.

'Do you really think I want to be pregnant at this age? It's not just my fault. And I am on the pill but it can still get me pregnant,' she snapped back at me.