I Won't Let You Surrender, I'll Be Your Strength...(On Hold)

Chapter 13- I Won't Let You Surrender, I'll Be Your Strength.

One Month Later...

Nathan's POV-

Today, me and the lads were starting our first tour around the UK. Our first stop is in Scotland, so we have to get a plane up there. I was feeling bad about leaving Ams behind but at the same time I was really excited to get on the road. When we play at the venue in London all the girls are coming to the gig. The tour is a couple of weeks. Ams is starting to get a bit bigger now, I feel guilty about not being around for part of the pregnancy but I suppose that it's not so bad as we are in the same country. I will ring her every day. I was in the bedroom checking that I had packed everything when Ams appeared at the door. She leaned her head on the door frame and she folded her arms and looked at me.

'Have you got everything?' she asked with a small smile.

'Yeah babe,' I said as I walked up towards her.

'I'm gonna miss you Nath,' she said as she looked at me in the eyes. I pulled her into me and I held her close, and I kissed her on the head.

'I'm gonna miss you more... but you do know I'm just a phone call away if you need me...I'll come straight home...O.K?' I replied to try and reassure her that I may be not be around for awhile but I'm gone for too long or too far. She nodded her head and Jay then appeared,

'You ready Nath?' he asked.

'Yeah, I'll be down now,' I answered.

I pulled away from Amy and we both went downstairs. We got to the front door and I kissed Ams passionately on the lips, I really am going to miss not being able to see her everyday. 

'Hurry up dickhead,' Tom grumped. I stuck my middle finger up at him and I carried on kissing Ams for a couple more minutes. I then bent down and picked my bags up and I made my way to the car. I got into the car and the car pulled away..we were on the way to the airport.

Two Weeks Later...

My POV-

It has been two weeks since Nath and the lads left for their tour. I have really missed him, I don't know whether it's because of my hormones or something else. I know that he's not that far away but it feels just like it did when he left me in Gloucester when he first joined the band. Tonight, it's there London gig, and me and the girls, Jade, Rach and Kharis are going along to watch our boys play. Afterwards, we are going out to celebrate so I wanted to make an effort as I haven't seen Nathan for a while. Me and the girls went to town and I wanted to buy a new dress, I looked in so many shops until I finally found a dress that I loved it was a Casie Lace Panel Bodycon Dress(http://www.boohoo.com/restofworld/dresses/bodycon-dresses/icat/bodycon-dresses/evening-dresses/casie-lace-panel-bodycon-dress/invt/azz67378) with some small heels. Again, I had to get the dress in a bigger size due to the bump. I'm not going to put too much make up on as Nathan says I look better without any on. 

It was 4:30pm and I was on the sofa, on my new twitter account, all the other girls had got one and they told me I should get one aswell. The fans know about me and Nathan and the baby, Nathan said that their response was mainly positive, which was good. I decided to tweet,

'Looking forward to seeing @NathanTheWanted and the lads later. I've heard that the shows pretty amazing..x'.

I got loads of RT's and some replies saying,

'You and Nathan are so cute together, I wish I had a boyfriend like that:)..Please follow me.x.' seeing as they asked so nicely I followed her. I was about to sign off when I saw that I had a DM. I opened the DM...it was from Nath.

'I can't wait to see you tonight baby....i've missed you so much....I fucking love you ;)xxxxxx'. This made me smile, I then replied,

'I've missed you too and I love you tooo;Dxxxxx'. It was now time to go and get ready.