Bloom-- Post Malone (sequel to Sunflower)

Heaven (Chapter Nine)

Arizona POV

"I'm sorry Arizona this egg didn't take."
I felt my world start spinning and a tear pricking my eye. "Mrs.post?" The doctor said looking at me snapping me back into reality.

"What do we do now?" I asked trying not to cry. "Well we can do that test again and see how many eggs you have left since they haven't retrieved your stollen ones yet." I just nodded feeling numb.

We started the test, as I looked up at the doctor I noticed her eyes fall, and I could see what she was upset to tell me. "Arizona I'm so sorry I don't think we have any good eggs left." I felt my heart fall even more then when she told me we weren't pregnant.

"We can try-" I stood up pulling my shirt down. "No. You guys lost my eggs you guys took my chance at being a MOTHER." I yelled storming out and Ari followed me. Austin had to go to a meeting so she decided to go with me.

I got into the car slamming the door and letting out a sigh before the tears started and I knew they weren't going to stop for a minute. "I know baby girl."Ari said hugging me and rubbing my back.

"I just wanted to be a mom, and she's ruining it for me. She just keeps ruining my life Ari." I said between tears and sobs. "I know baby but you and Austin can look into adoption, Arizona you will be a mother." She said and I just nodded.

"Take me home please." I said as we pulled out of the clinic. I got out of the car and walked straight to our bed and laid down trying not to cry more. Ari offered to come in with me but I just want to be alone.

ONE Year later

We are in the process of adopting, they haven't caught Carrie and I know now I won't get my eggs back but I think adoption is really for us though, we get to help someone live a life with love.

We got picked for a little two year old baby girl, we enjoyed been going through the process about a week after we found out the last pregnancy didn't take.

We actually go to pick her up tomorrow and I am beyond excited, I just can't wait to love and hold her. I can't wait to have her in my arms, she is the most beautiful baby I've ever seen. "Are you ready baby?" Austin said as I got into the car.

I haven't even got to hold her and I already want to cry my happy tears. "We're parents baby." I said smiling at Austin.  "You're going to be an absolutely amazing mother Arizona Post." He said kissing me and then starting the car.

I have never been so excited for a meeting in my entire life. I just need to hold my baby girl in my hands I just hope she likes me and thinks of me as a mom. From what we've been told she is coming from a family who were addicted to drugs.

She is a little behind due to her parents not teaching her or taking time for her. I'm just over the moon that we get to help her and make her our baby, where she will be loved, taught she will have our full attention.

"Here we go baby." Austin said grabbing my hand as we walked into the best moment of our lives. "Austin, Arizona this is Amber." The lady said holding the cutest child that I have ever seen.

She was breathtaking. She had brown hair, dark hair. It was a decent length, she had dark chocolate eyes that just lit up a room. She was just there aren't words to describe how beautiful she is.

"Hi amber." I said looking at her hoping she would smile. After I few seconds a huge smile went across her face and she ran right into my arms. "Mommy?" She asked looking at me and I nodded smiling.

Then she hugged me and I felt the tears run down my face. I never thought I would be called mommy. "And this is your dad." I said pointing to Austin as he walked up behind me. I looked at her eyes and I could tell she was going to cry.

"Oh sweetie don't cry." I said rocking her and I could see the hurt in Austin's eyes. Then she did what we both wanted her to do she reached for Austin. "Daddy." She said hugging him and it melted my heart.

"We just need to sign some paperwork and you guys can take her home today, she seems to love you already, we know she didn't get much love with her biological parents. "We she will have more than enough love from us." Austin said and I smiled hugging her.

I honestly thought that Austin's face tattoos would scare her but it sounds like she was around a lot worse and she doesn't seem to mind his tattoos. She keeps wanting to touch his face because of it.

After all the paper work was signed we headed home and when we pulled up I noticed a huge sign that said "welcome home amber."  As I got her out of the car seat I held her as we walked in. "SURPRISE." All of our family and friends popped up.

Ari, all the girls, Swae, Adam, Dre, smitty, my mom, Jodi, Rich and about 10 others and in this moment I don't think anyone can take my happiness away. I'm a mommy and Austin is finally a daddy.

As everyone is hugging and loving on Amber I sat of the couch next to Austin. I cuddled up under his arm ", I don't know how heavenCould be better than this" He said kissing my nose.