Still Fallin ( a Hunter Hayes Fanfic )

Chapter 39 Still Fallin

Chapter 39

3 DAYS LATER

" you look fine ." Kendall's sister said as she fixed the tie on my shirt ," what time is the funeral again ? " " 9:30 am ." " where's Bella ? " " my dad has her ." I nodded . She finished and just looked at me ," it's time ." She said , I grabbed the paper off my desk and put it into my pocket . We went down , jumped in the car and drove off to the church to Kendall's funeral .

I walked up to the church stand and faced over the 100 people who came . I looked at Kylee as she was just crying silently and then looked at Kendall's dad as we was holding my child . I looked at Kendall's casket then faced everyone again with tears falling from eyes . A lot of them . I took the paper out and opened it . I looked at the paper then up at the people , I crumbled the paper and threw it behind me,"It seems that I have always loved you and that it can't be possible for me to live without you. Have you really gone? We said good-bye, but not farewell. Or is that my own hurting heart hoping for a different truth? But why does my heart hurt, my love? You did nothing wrong, nor did I.You have all the power here to either build me up into a king or tear my entire being to shreds merely by reminding me you still exist. I know you are never going to do the first, so the logical part of me hopes you simply choose to do neither. To just grant me the freedom to forget what might have been as best I can, so that I can try making something much smaller, but at least worthwhile, out of the rest of my life. Even then, know I'll still be praying for you to come back every night for the rest of my life . I'll try to the best that I can , but it's gonna be so hard with you . " I walked up to her casket." thank you for making me feel wanted ." I said as a tear from my eye hit her casket .