Forever And Always

I Miss Her

Alexis's pov

February 10th 2019

" It's going to be a long day." I said rolling out of my comfortable big bed. Mitchell and I were going out for the day. I think it's his idea of keeping my mind off everything. I sure hope it works. Today should be my grandmother's birthday.

Tonight my aunt is throwing a little party for my grandmother. Its been almost 5years since she died and it kills me everyday to know that this man In my bed is the one who told her good bye for me. I walked into the bathroom where I herd the shower running meaning Mitchell was already in there.

As soon as I walked in there I herd his voice.

"Wanna join me babygirl" he asked. We usually shower together in the morning. I walked over to the huge bathtub and stepped in. I evidently felt the matter pellet down my back. It felt so nice. I looked at his perfect body.

"Good morning baby." I said as I pressed my lips to his. Kissing him was my littoral addiction.

"Good morning. How did you sleep?" He asked as he sat one of his hands on my as and the other on my swollen belly.

"Good" he said turning me around as he washed my back. I love when he does it specially because I can't reach it.

After we took our shower we headed out. First we were going to pick up his brother and take him to work. Than we were going out to the mall to get baby clothes. Were rather well off on money. my mom and dad both had money put up for my collage but it didn't cost as much as they thought cuz I decided to do it online. So the extra money is paying for most of our wedding.

Plus he is making almost $17.00 an hour. We are actually doing really good for a couple and we both knew we could support the baby.

Walking into the wall felt really weird it felt like everyone was staring at us.

We walked around for a few hours before my feet were aching. We must of got 30-40 little dresses.

I noticed a lot of girls starring at my man. I may be pregnant but I'll still beat the shit out of any girl who tries to come between us.

"I love you" he said as we got into the car.

"I love you too" I said as I placed my hands on my tummy feeling the baby kick. I remember the first time I felt the baby kick. Mitchael and I were cuddled up in bed watching a movie, I felt something hit my stomach. I looked down as I felt it again and realized I was being kicked.

Now every time she kicks I place my hand over the spot. The feeling is amazing.

When we got back to the house we brought everything inside. Placed it on the floor in what would soon be our little girls room.

I was hanging up the little dresses when I felt my phone go off.

"Hello" I said answering my phone.

"Hey, are you guys still comming" my aunt Trisha asked. Oh yeah I almost forgot.

"Yeah just give me a few minutes to finish hanging up these clothes." I said as I Hong up the last little dress and headed down to the living room where Mitchell was sitting.

"Ok see you than." She said as she Hong up.

"You ready to go to the party." I asked him as I sat on his lap.

"oh yeah" he said my guess was that he forgot to. He switched off the tv. And we headed out the door.

When we pulled into my aunts driveway. I noticed my brothers car. Wow I haven't seen him in about 5 years.

"No" I whined as he parked the car behind my brother's

"What's wrong baby" he asked in a panic

"That's johnathans car" I said I was about to cry Mitchell knows why.

"Baby, we have to go. Nana would want us to." He said softly.

My brother's friend raped me when I was 8 his friend was 13-14. when I came out about it at 14. my mom asked him. He told my mom nothing happend. I told him he was the worse brother ever and we haven't talked since.

"I'll be right here next to you" he said as he placed his hand on my thigh.

He helped me out the car. I Waddelled up the up the stairs. As we walked in I saw my cousin. I hadn't seen her in a few years.

She hugged me so tight I screamed in panic as she was squeezing my belly. She jumped back in panic.

"You ok baby" Mitchell asked

"You were suffocating my baby" I said with a giggle.

"I'm so sorry" she freaked.

"Its ok" I replied as I sat down onto the couch. Mitchell sat next to me. When my aunt came in the room and I noticed she was followed by my brother and a girl. Who was carrying a baby. When he saw me his face went pale. I had him restricted on face book to were he can't se anything I posted and I think Mitchell removed him from his list. So he had no clue I was pregnant. Wait when did he get a girlfriend. Better yet when did they have a baby.

"Alexis.... mitchell?" he said sorta puzzled. Mitchell helped me up.

"Its us" I said sorta nervous. His eyes flew to my swollen bump.

"Your.... you....your having..your" he stuttered like he was unsure how to ask.

"Pregnant?" I interrupted "yeah were having a baby girl" I said softly

"When are you due" he asked looking puzzled. The girl by his side just stood their awkwardly.

"Next month. Were having a little girl. Shell be named heaven faith Elizabeth blevins" I said with a smile as mitchell wrapped his hands around our bump.

"Wow...um this is my wife kalenia and our baby Nicole Marie stach" he said with a smile.

"Nice to meet you" I said softly.

"You already know this is my fiancee Mitchell." My brother already knew Mitchell but his wife didn't.

"When's the wedding" my brother asked. I dug around in my purse and pulled out an envelope with an invitation. And handed it to him.

"April" Mitchell said as he buried his face in my neck.

"Wow, I'll be there for you guys" he said as he read over the invitation.

"So how long have you been married" I asked my big brother I didn't know he was married.

"Three and a half years we got married right after high school." He said

"Does mom know" I didn't think she did but I had to ask

"No she doesn't" he said I could tell he was hurt but he brought it on his self that my mom disowned him.

"Does mom that your having a baby, or getting married?" He asked back

" yeah shell be there." I said hoping he'd still come.

" Is your farther going," my brother asked me.

"I don't know I know moms ex husband gabe is going.He's walking me down the isle but I don't know about my family in south Carolina."

"Oh well I'll be there lil sis." He gave me a soft hug before he went over to talk to my aunts boyfriend. Mitchell sat down and I sat on his lap. After a few hours of talking and everyone getting emotional we resided to leave.

A/N DEFFINATLY IN A WRITTING MOOD TONIGHT. LOL. IM GOING TO TRY TO DO A FEW MORE CHAPTERS TONIGHT AND THAN LATER I WANT TO ADD IN A FEW CHAPERS IN THE LONG BREAKS I HAVE. I HOPE YOUR ENJOYING THE BOOK. IM WORKING HARD ON IT.

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