I'm Running From A Warzone [Jay McGuiness/Nathan Sykes]

Part 2

*EMMA'S POV*

"I'm going out with all the others apart from Jay, do you want anything?" Nathan asked sitting down on the empty seat next to me, carefully placing his arms around my waist.

"You know what I like, so how about you just surprise me?" I smiled at him moving up closer to him so that our bodies were now touching.

"Oh, so you like my surprises now do you?"

"I always love it when you surprise me..." I giggled at him just as Jay walked into the room. Nathan was still looking right into my eyes. They were looking espcially green today, more green then normal.

"Well that's good then, I know exactly what I'm going to get you!" he replied slowly moving his head towards mine; his eyes flickering between my lips and my eyes. As he went to kiss me, I placed my finger over his lips and laughed again.

"Give me a clue and then you'll get your kiss..." I winked at him. I loved teasing him like this because it meant I always got what I wanted from him; he just gave in to me so easily.

"I know for a fact you'll love it because it was me that bought it!" he said smugly. I laughed before pressing my lips against his. They were so soft and fitted perfectly with mine. I could feel him begin to smile part way through which shows he must have loved it.

"Can you two get a room, this makes me want to be sick!" Jay snapped as he sat down in a chair opposite us and put the TV on.

"Anyway, I'd better get going before Tom gets anymore impatient with me!" Nathan said as he quickly pecked me on the lips again. He walked off and as he was about to walk out the front turn, he turned around and said, "try not to kill each other while I'm gone!" and with that he closed the front door behind him and he was gone. Leaving just me and Jay, alone, in the house.

I never liked being alone with Jay because he just spent the time apologising for everything he did wrong. Telling me how much he loved me. And giving me all the reason why I should take him back - it was always a relief when Nathan got home. I don't know why he agreed to let Jay live with us, especially knowing what had happened between us. But then again, they were still bestfriends despite everything that had happened and they still had to get along for the sake of the band.

"I know you still love me Em; there's no hiding it from me..." Jay said suddenly as he looked away from the TV and looked directly at me.

"No, I think you're confused. I did love you right up until the point you lied, cheated and acted like a total twat!" I replied.

"You must have loved me long after that because I still took you nearly two years to end it with me..."

"I kept hoping you might change but looks like I was wrong!"

"So why didn't you end it sooner? Why did you keep thinking I would change when it was clear that I wouldn't?"

"Because I was sleeping with Nathan while we were still together and do you know what? It felt good knowing I was doing to you exactly what you did to me. Yeah that's right, I was sleeping with your bestfriend for five months before I ended it with you!" I snapped at him. I'd had enough of him thinking he knew everything. Thinking he could click his fingers and we would just be back to how we were. It was never going to happen; no matter how much he wanted it. It wasn't what I wanted anymore. I had Nathan and I didn't need some twat that did nothing but break my heart and leave me miserable all the time.

"You're lying...you got together with Nathan two months after we ended!"

"I'm not lying. That's what we told everyone. I got with Nathan five months before I ended it with you, but you would never have noticed because you were too busy doing any girl you could get your hands on...hurts doesn't it Jay?"

"How could you do that to me Em? And how could you do it with my bestfriend?" Jay asked, tears building in his eyes.

"The same way you could do to me everytime you were away from for longer than five minutes. Well, after he found out about how you were treating me; he was there for me and he was always makng sure I was okay. But then, that comfort eventually turned into other things and he didn't stop it from happening. I was sleeping with Nathan for a mont before he asked me on a date and I said yes!" and with that I walked off to the kitchen. Maybe this wasn't the right way to go about things but he never seemed to understand how much he had hurt me by doing what he did. It all just slipped out but now he knows, maybe he can understand exactly how he made me feel when he did it to me.

Sure, I was just as bad as Jay by doing what I did with Nathan. But he made me feel like I was worth something, like I was someone people could love and like I wasn't the person that had done something wrong. Nathan is perfect and I wouldn't want him any other way.