Sanity

38: Just... Trust Me

Jungkook POV

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"We're losing him! Grab the AED and charge it!" The doctor screamed to the medical team in the hospital room.

"Clear!"

"Pulse?" He asked.

"Close to flatline, Sir." They replied.

"Recharge higher... clear!"

"5% from flatline pure Sir!" The doctor went into panic before giving instructions.

"Last one, have the pacemaker ready... charging and clear!"

"Pulse?"

"Steady. Attach pacemaker and veins." The room was suddenly calm again as the surgery continued.

"Jungkook, you do realize that Jimin might die if someone finds out he has a pacemaker, right?" Yoongi said as I watched through the window into the ER.

"I just won't let him out." I replied.

"But- He's a highly trained spy who can escape in the matter of 20 minutes out of a highly secure prison. This is a playground for him. FBI is already on his tail so I don't know when they'll find his record here..." Yoongi reminded me but I didn't change my viewpoint.

"Yoongi, relax. He won't escape after the offer I'm about to make him." I walked away, leaving Yoongi dumbfounded.

• • •

"Jiminie~?" His eyes cracked open instantly hearing my voice.

"Pacemaker... oh my god, I should've known! Did you send Hyunjin in to torture me till my like ninth near death?! I know you hate me being against you but that was fucking low!" Jimin started yelling as he recognized me.

"Hey calm down... I never sent anyone in. I wanted to check up on you, see how everything was going. That pacemaker won't be there too long, I know you hate it so my medical team is moving towards something easier for you. But I'm here to strike a deal..." I was beginning to feel uneasy, suddenly.

"You, wanna strike a deal with me? What's the catch? I give you sex or something?" I smirked before letting it die down at the exchange offer.

"Oh I wish. But uh, me and you can work on finding Hyunjin and kill him and any of his ties. In return, I'll let you do whatever you want with me."

He tried sitting up and I held him as he did.

"You're a horrible liar to follow through with deals you know? How do I even know you won't lock me away after we murder Hyunjin? I can't trust you." He coughed and I sighed at his image of me.

I'm not all that bad; heck, I wouldn't hurt the only person I truly care for.

"But I won't break this one. Your important to me and without you, I can't be here. I won't lock you away, I won't rape you or something, I won't hurt you anymore... I just want you to be okay..." He scoffed.

"I can see through the manipulation you know?"

"But I'm not manipulating you! Just please, think about it. You can arrest, do death penalty, fill me with bullets and knives, whatever you wanna do with me... just rest for a few more hours before we move you up to my room, Okay?" I held his hand and kissed his forehead before smiling and walking out of the room.

"You going to manipulate?" Hoseok asked me as we walked down the hallway.

"No, if I'll die, I'll die. That means Jimin becomes the leader and you'll all keep him in control. If he wants disable, you disable. He needs to trust me so I won't die out." I answered.

"Jungkook... he already does but can't admit it yet... we just need him to admit and then you're set."

"Start up a search team for Hyunjin and whoever he is associated with. I don't care how that information is found but it has to be soon."

Time Skip: Jimin POV

"Jungkook...?" I held onto the bar as I couldn't walk very well. Walking down the hallway, I tried finding the familiar face but didn't find it anywhere.

"Patient 122! Please return back to your room immediately." The receptionist requested.

"I will but where's Jungkook?" I asked politely.

"S-Sorry, who?" She answered and I was a bit triggered.

"Can I just make a phone call real quick? I just need to make sure he's okay." She stopped me and my request.

"No sir, you can do that later on. Please go back to your room." I persisted and tried moving her out of the way.

"Just let me make a fucking phone call."

"I cannot allow it. Please return to your room."

Scoffing, I was about to become aggressive but someone pulled me back and dragged me to my room.

"Hey! Let me go!!"

"Stop it Jimin. What happened that you had to get out of the room at 11 PM?"

I stopped struggling and turned around towards him.

"Omo... you're okay? They didn't do anything... Aish, don't tell me that they did attack you and you're just hiding it from me? Ah, whatever. Just come sleep, you look tired and need sleep."

"Jimin? What's wrong with you? I'm Jungkook rememebr? Sociopathic cult leader?"

"Lay down already."

There's something wrong with him.

"Jimin... did you have a nightmare?"

"No, I just- let me do what I want, I never get to anyways."

With that, he fell asleep cuddled into my chest but I was up for a while afterwards.

Why is Jimin suddenly clinging to me?

I mean, one minute he hates me and the next, he just loves me unconditionally. It's confusing, and I hate it. Yeah, I'm obsessed with him and want him to love me, but if he can't stick to one side now, how will he support our relationship in the future?

And I wish I could tell him so much of the FBI... get him out of there for good...

But he doesn't trust me, and because of that, he's in danger from everyone close to him besides my cult.

That dumbass Zico and his boyfriend have to die first.

They will hurt Jimin, and if they do and I can't save him, I will literally burn them alive along with this city.

He is mine, and any threat towards him will be exploited.

Any means necessary.