Peggy's and johns love

its to hard

                             Johns POV

It hurts to see Peggy hurt. What have I done? I love her but Alex he is Peggy brother in law and I'm hurting her so is Alex.

I knot on the door to the bedroom because Peggy pushed me out. Peggy please I know your in there. Please let me in please. I love you please. I cry in pain of hurting her.

YOU DON'T LOVE ME ! I'm mad because you promise me that you will not cheat on me and my brother in law slept with you. I still love you but you hurt me to many tames I don't know if I can trust you. Peggy cried out loud. I could tell she was getting worse.

Peggy please let me in PLEASE! I cried and now I think I know what Peggy goes through all the time but not I cheated on her for two years.
Peggy unlocks the door and I open the door there I see Peggy there crying her eyes out.

Peggy Please. Let me go of the blade. I try and hug her but she pushes away from me.

No its not happening. Maybe go and find Alex then you can kiss and love him how I loved you. Maybe I can go. Maybe I can die. But there's one thing you did to me is messing with my feelings. I'm mad because I LOVE YOU! But you dont!
I cry in my hands then feel two arms raped around me. I look up to see Peggy crying like there is no tomorrow.

Peggy I do love you. Please let me in and we can sort this together. I said as i kiss her but not like all the kisses I gave to her. This was like my first kiss. It had love in there that I never gave her. Soon she kiss me back and it felt like the first and last kiss. I pull back and look at her.

                          Peggy's POV

Oh my god why am I letting john do this but I miss it like it was the last kiss we will have I think through.

John ? I ask.

Yeah what is it? He said.

Who did you loss your virginity to? I ask knowing it was not me.

Are you sure you want to know ? He says knowing I was going to like it but I know he didn't wait so I can be his first but I did through.

Yes. Just tell me and when. I say wanting to know.

Peggy w-where you s-saw m-me and a-alex that was n-not are first time. He says about to cry knowing he might or will loss me.

O-ok but what w-w-was the f-f-first. I say crying.

On are 4 anniversary and when you saw the hickeys on my n-neck I was going to brake up with you but I l-love you to much and I would hate myself for hurting you but I already do. John says as he looked at me crying.

On are a-a-a-anniversary w-why!? I cry.

I just thought that you would still love me then when I remembered it was our anniversary it was already done. John explained. I broke down and feel nothing but pain.

Why john? WHY JOHN DON'T YOU LOVE ME!? I screamed in his face and push him do I could go to the bathroom and lock it before john came in.

Peggy Please I love you and y- I cut john off saying if you love me then you will never cheat on me! I screamed.

I do love you. John cryed.

I hate you but I love you. I cry feeling nothing but nom. I feel like that's nothing I can do but be dead.

Peggy can you let me on please. I hare him pleased and I lit him in but I look at him and all I saw him cheat on me go past my eyes.

Peggy I love you and I so sorry about cheating on you but I think maybe I can make it up for you. John smiled.

What is it but make it the best think you do for me. I say trying to make it not a little thing I want it to be a big thing. Next thing I know he kisses me like he never have well nothing like this before.

Peggy I want to make it like the best think and maybe we can be like we have Never had sex before but not like this. John said I thought it was cute but he might be using me so should I ask why do we have sex to make ot up then you cheat on me.

John how come does we have sex to make ot up then you cheat on me. I ask and john goes to look sad.

Because I feel that of I don't gave Alex something that I gave you but I gave my first to Alex and I wanted you to be my first but I didn't though. John says as he cry's.

John I don't know what to say. I say.

I'm sorry I'm so sorry. John cried.

I know I know. I said hugging him.

Let me I'm the one who hurt you all you do is love me but I think now is the best I ever loved you. John says

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A cliff hanger and what am I doing I love jeggy so yeah but yeah.