From Buitron to Styles

Chapter 21..goodbye

(Jacqueline's P.O.V.)

Sunday has finally rolled over and I'm heartbroken to see Harry go. I woke up with tears running down my face. Harry awoken to my loud cries and started crying himself. He wiped my tears and held me close to him. We laid together for a good hour before I started crying again. "Princess please don't cry, it's killing me. The month will go by fast, I promise and I'll be back with you and the baby before you know it." I smiled and before I could say anything I crashed my lips against his. He smiled through my kisses and licked my bottom lip. I opened up and our tongues fought for dominance but like always, Harry won. I felt him grin, causing me to smile like an idiot. He searched my mouth with his tongue

while I wrapped his curls around my finger. I was gonna miss these curls and touching them everyday. I was gonna miss his body against mine everyday. I was gonna miss his kisses. I was gonna miss those eyes. I was gonna miss his dimples. I was gonna miss that seducing smile. I was gonna miss his smell. But mostly I was gonna miss him, spending time with him. Just him. I started crying thinking of these deep thoughts. Harry kissed away the tears coming down my cheeks which were now stained red. He looked into my eyes which were now puffy and bloodshot, my once light, bright blue eyes were now faded and lost. I could see Harry trying to choke back the tears. I just turned my head away from his eyes so I wouldn't cry more. He took his hand to my cheek and turned my face to him. He connected our lips again as he lifted off my shirt and took it off, as well as unlatching my bra. He started kissing me from my neck down. He pulled down my pants and underwear. I looked at Harry while biting my bottom lip, I didn't really have a sex drive, I had lost it when I got pregnant. Usually you don't get it back until later in your pregnancy but I wasn't going to leave Harry hanging like that. I nodded my head in approval and he removed his clothes, slipping inside me. He thrusted inside me over and over, I moaned loudly in pleasure. But it wasn't just like random crazy sex like the first time we had sex, this time it was passionate and more lovey. I clutched Harry's neck as he slowed down and pulled out of me. He flopped down beside me and we breathed heavily. He set his forehead against mine and smiled melting his lips into mine. "I should probably get dressed and um start packing." He slowly said, regretting every word, knowing I would start crying at the sound of him packing and leaving me and the baby. I nodded my head, pushing back the tears this time, trying to stay strong because crying just added more stress to the issue. Harry got his 2 suitcases and I got dressed and helped him put in enough clothes for roughly 3 weeks along with deodorant and all that kind of stuff. There was a knock at the door, who could it be this time? I slowly walked downstairs, not in a good mood, I just wanted to hide in a corner and cry. It was the boys. I ripped open the door and in front of me stood Liam. I really felt the tears now, we had become so close, just as close as me and Harry were. "Liam." I muttered. I saw his eyes start filling with water, I've never seen him cry, even when he had to leave Danielle. I couldn't hold back my tears this time, I felt like a fool as they rolled down my face, one after the other. I ran into his arms and he picked me up, holding me tight. He wrapped his arms around my back, I wrapped my arms around his neck as I let the tears fall on his shoulder. I could hear Liam sniffling and trying to make the tears go away, only making himself release a loud sob. He tried to stop because everytime he did, I cried even harder. It got to the point where I had about 10 tears coming down each cheek every 5 seconds. Liam ran inside my house, still carrying me. I watched as the other boys stood outside watching us in heartbreak. Liam sat down on the couch and held me close to his chest, one hand stroking my hair and the other rubbing my back. I had to stop crying now, or I wouldn't stop at all. I stopped crying but was gasping for air as my chest went rapidly up and down. "It's okay, I promise babe." Liam cooed in my ear while he pushed away his tears. I weakly smiled and nodded, grasping onto Liam's arms tightly. I looked at his red plaid shirt, that was now really wet from where my tears fell. "Sorry about your shirt." I slowly said while staring into his blood shot chocolate eyes. "Don't be." Liam whispered in my ear as he laid down, laying me on his chest. We had time to just hang around for now, the boys didn't have to leave for another 3 hours. The rest of the boys had come inside and were now with Harry. Harry watched me and Liam be attached to each other but he wasn't mad that I laid with Liam, he knew we were best friends but it hurt Harry to see me cry so much. Liam remained laid across the couch while I laid across him, I tried soaking as much of his smell up as I could. I'm really going to miss him. I sat up so I was sitting on his waist and I stared down at him, he looked a little calmer now. I reached out and stroked his cheek with my thumb. He smiled weakly at me, he got up and lifted me off with him, setting me on the ground. I grabbed his hand and led him to the rest of the boys. We all hung out having a good time and laughing. Niall and Harry made up but then it was that time. They had to go, yet again I felt like my heart was shattered into a million tiny pieces, ran over by a semi truck, stepped on by a herd of elephants and thrown into a lava pit. I grabbed a hold of Harry and he kissed me for a long time not pulling away. Not like a kiss where you kiss for a long time like a make out but our lips stayed connected. I tasted a tear fall between our lips, was I crying? I hadn't even known. No I wasn't, it was Harry's tear. We pulled away and we both hugged Niall, Louis, Zayn and lastly Liam. I hugged him extremely tight and kissed his cheek. "I love you, I'm gonna miss you like crazy, promise you'll always text me." I whispered in his ear, pushing back tears which I was doing good at right now. "I love you so much and I'm going to miss you unbelievably, I promise." He whispered back, making me smile. I let go of Liam as him and Niall, Louis and Zayn went to the car. Harry stayed and we stared into each others eyes. "I love you so much! Be safe and text me and call me any chance you get! I can't even tell you how much I'm going to miss you." I softly said as my head laid on his chest. I felt a tear escape, I wiped it and made sure no others escaped. "I love you too baby girl and I promise you I will. I have to go now, I can't miss my flight." Harry said as Zayn screamed "Cmon mate! We gotta go!" Harry nodded, giving me one last kiss and hug and with that he left.