From Buitron to Styles

Chapter 30.. She could be gone forever

(Harry's P.O.V.)

I ran out the door in basket ball shorts and a plain white tee, I didn't care if I would freeze in the rain, I needed her. I needed her to know it got way out of hand, I saw the pain in her eyes when she looked at me, or when the tears spilled. I can't believe I let this happen, what's wrong with me!? What If I lose the best thing that's ever happened to me? My shirt is completely soaked and see through now, revealing my 4 nipples. I've been running for about 10 minutes now and I have seen no sight of her. Maybe she's at the Starbucks up the road, that was always her get away spot when she was having troubles in life. I jogged back to our flat and got my keys, starting the car up. I drove to Starbucks, parking, I ran inside scanning every area for her, gray sweatshirt, long jeans. I scanned every inch, with no luck of finding her. I walked to the girls restroom and creaked it open a bit.

"Jacqueline!" I screamed. Nothing. I repeatedly called for her, still nothing. I ran back to my car and started it up, driving all around. I had caught no sight of her, well maybe she went back home. I really hope she did, she's all alone in the pouring rain, her clothes soaked and now see through, I don't want some creep looking at her body. I think that's when it really hit me. She's somewhere alone, a broken hearted, crying girl. My head fell to the steering wheel, the tears spilled one after the other. Beep! Beep! I looked up at the green light indicating me to go. I pressed on the gas pedal and sped home. I flung open the door.

"Jacqueline!"

"Jacqueline!' I screamed for her, no response. Just 4 worried boys faces staring at me.

"She's not here mate." Louis said. I let my body fall. I fell to the ground, I curled into a ball and let all my sobs escape my empty heart. Kenzie crawled up beside me and moved my curls out of my face and looked into my eyes.

"Harry." She softly spoke, her voice broken but yet angelic. I shrugged my shoulders and brought my bloodshot eyes to her worried blue. I blinked a few times, pushing back the tears.

"C'mon Harry try taking a nap and maybe she'll be back. Don't beat yourself up over it. It was a mistake I know, everyone makes them, it doesn't make you a bad person. I promise." She whispered while she rubbed my back. I nodded my head and wiped my tears, agreeing to sleep.

(Kenzie's P.O.V.)

I held a hand out for Harry and he took it, I walked him upstairs and made sure he was okay. He laid down in bed and wrapped himself in a blanket, I could see his body shaking. I shook my head and left the room, leaving him with his thoughts. I walked down the stairs and into Liam's open arms. I just lost it. He wrapped his warm, muscular arms around my shoulders, I rested my head against his chest and let the tears fall. They came very fast, I didn't want to lose my best friend and I don't know where she is, I've called her multiple times to only hear her voicemail. I think that was the only thing keeping me going right now, I repeatedly called, just to hear her voice. It was hitting me pretty hard, me a really big worrier, it kind if messed with my head. I called another time, straight to voicemail.

"STOP!" I screamed.

"Stop." My screaming fading into whispers as I fell to the ground, I held the phone to my ear.

"This is Jacqueline, I'm sorry I couldn't answer your call, I'll get back to you as soon as possible, bye!" Her voice rang through the phone. It's all I could hold onto, was that small sentence. I needed her.

"Stop doing that, you're hurting yourself even more Kenzie." Liam said, laying against me. He took the phone from me and pushed it down his pocket.

"No! I need it! I need to know if she calls back! I- I- I n-need i-t!" I screamed through my sobs. I gasped for air and Liam worried a little bit.

"You're going to hyperventilate if you don't stop. Calm down Kenzie. I promise everything gonna be okay!" He whispered into my ear. I nodded, snuggling my face into the crook of his neck. My eyes began shutting when I heard the door creek open. I jumped to my feet and ran into the front room. The wind had just pushed it open, because it wasn't shut all the way. My heart was aching now. It was burning. All hopes I had were crushed with a hammer. I fell to my knees, resting my head against the wall.

'Please god, if you hear this, help me, help us. Please let us know she's okay, get her through this. We love her and I couldn't bear losing her. There's nothing left to live for if she's not here.' I muttered to myself, my hands folded together. It had been 5 hours since she disappeared and it was now beginning to become dark and I was very worried.

"Come sleep." A groggy voice told me as he wrapped arms around my tummy, lifting me up. Liam carried me to the guest bedroom upstairs and laid me on it, climbing beside me.

"If you sleep the time will go by and it will be all better." He soothed me, rubbing his hand down the side of my cheek. He pulled a blanket over us and held me tight, my eyes closed.