From Buitron to Styles

Chapter 24..In memory

(Jacqueline's P.O.V.)

A week after the boys had come home I woke up in the middle of the night in agonizing pain and a pool of blood. I started screaming, out of shock and pain, awaking Harry. His eyes went straight to the blood, he screamed cuss words and dialed 911. The ambulance was at our house in less than 5 minutes. While the wait, I cried and screamed with Harry beside me, comforting me as he cried too. A lot of things were running through my head, could my baby be dead? Was I dying? Would the baby and I die? I only worried myself, making me scream out in sobs more. I was strapped onto a stretcher and rolled into the back of the ambulance, followed by Harry who refused to leave my side. He climbed into the ambulance and sat on the bench beside me and held my hand, squeezing it tight as he cried. "Everything's going to be okay." He whispered in my ear, trying to comfort me but I could see in his eyes indenial. We arrived at the hospital and they started rolling me away into a room, Harry was running after me. The doctors stopped him and told him he wasn't allowed back. "No! He needs to!" I screamed as I held out a hand, they kept pushing me away, I let more tears escape from my eyes. Harry pushed past the doctors and grabbed ahold of my hand as he cried profusely. "Sir I'm only asking you once more to please leave." The doctor said with a snotty tone in his voice. "I'm not leaving her side!" Harry screamed back, tears rushing down his face, "Or my baby's." he muttered out. The doctors eyes saddened and he nodded his head. Harry had texted Paul and management and they were inside and outside the hospital in no time. The last thing I remember is Harry holding onto my hand tightly as doctors rushed around screaming things I couldn't quite make out what they were saying when my eyes rolled back.

A little girl, a baby to be exact. Stood upon me, glowing crazy bright, she was wearing all white. Blonde hair, blue-green eyes and a small nose. "I'm sorry monmy." She said as tiny tears rolled down her small plump cheeks. "For what baby girl?" I asked her, staring into her eyes, they reminded me quite of Harry's with a bit of mine. "Leaving you. Promise you won't forget me. Please don't be mad at me for making you and daddy so sad. Promise?" She stated as she held out a short little pinky. I was confused at how she could talk, being she was a small baby. I felt tears pour out of my eyes "I would never forget you. I promise, neither would daddy." I said as I held out a pinky. "Don't be sad and cry mommy, I'm in a better place." The little girl said as she hugged me. "I'll wait for you and daddy here." She said as she turned pointing up at golden gates. "Heaven?" I questioned her. She nodded, "You have to go back. Don't leave now, he needs you." The little girl said as she started for the gates.

I woke back up to Harry standing over me in tears. "Jacqueline." He whispered. "I'm here." I said as I saw his head flick up to my face, his eyes lit up. "You're awake?!" He screamed with excitement. "I thought I was going to lose you." He said as he kissed my cheek. A doctor came in "Mr and Mrs Styles?" He asked us, I nodded my head and weakly smiled to myself at the thought of being called 'Mrs.Styles'. "I'm sorry for your loss." The doctor said as his eyes watered. Harry began crying hardly and nodding his head. I began panicking and tried moving my body, but my stomach caused me too much pain. "What loss!" I screamed. Harry's face turned to mine as I could see the look in his face, I hadn't known yet. "The baby." He said as he choked on his tears in his throat. "No. Can't be." I thought back to my conversation when my eyes rolled back. My baby. That's what she tried telling me, she's dead, I miscarried. I let the tears flow out of my eyes as Harry held me in his arms, the doctor left, nodding his head. "I talked to her." I said as I held on to Harry. "Who?" Harry questioned me. "Our baby girl." I whispered. His head quickly flung up and he looked into my eyes. "Girl?" He asked me. I nodded my head. "When my eyes went back, she was there, an angel. She said to tell you that you'll promise not to forget her and to not be mad at her for making you sad. Also she pointed at heavens gates and said she'll wait for us there." I muttered out, choking back tears with every word. Harry began crying nonstop. "I wish it could have been different and Darcy could still be here." Harry said through his tears, he always wanted a baby girl named Darcy.