Snapped (Reader x Jeff)

Guilt

"BEN!" BEN turned from walking down the hallway. "Hey! Miss me?" He winked. I stared at him. "Why'd you kiss me?" He frowned. "What do you mean? Did you not want the others to know?" I furrowed my eyebrows. "What do you mean? Know what??" He chuckled before realizing I was serious." "Did you not want them to know were dating, Friendly?" "Dating??! Since when!?" He looked confused. "I'm not sure... but isn't that why we train together every morning?" "No! I train with you cause you're the weakest!" His face shattered. I felt another emotion. Guilt. "BEN, that's not what I-""No it's fine." His eyes went dark but he smiled at me sweetly. The guilt grew. "I'm sorry I misunderstood. See you tomorrow for training!" He quickly glitched away.

I didn't leave my room for a little bit after that. I tried to work the guilt away, forgetting what Sir told me. Until a knock came at my door. I wobbled as I stood up. I opened the door and saw Sir holding BEN a foot of the ground. "Why is Benjamin outside the door?" BEN blushed and squirmed pathetically. I avoided his eyes. "He thought we were dating but when I told him we weren't he was heartbroken." Sir was silent before dropping BEN in front of me. BEN pulled his hat over his eyes and seemed to shrink. "I believe you both can settle this yourselves. I have work to attend to. And Benjamin." "Y-yes Sir?" "I gave you an order. Keep an eye on Friendly. She needs to take a break." Oops. "Yes." Sir walked down the hallway. BEN looked at the ground. "I would just leave but, y'know." "Yeah." Awkward silence filled the air. "Wanna go hunting with me?" I grinned. "Finally! I've been so bored!!" "Has Slendy not given you a mission yet?" "No! It's so annoying." He frowned. "Then he thinks you're not ready. Let's not." I groaned. "BEN please!! I'm practically addicted to killing people! I'm so bored!!" He looked hesitant. "I really shouldn't Friendly." I grabbed his arm and jumped up and down. He chuckled. "Fine. But can we call it a date?" He frowned. "I mean, we don't have to...! I was just wondering if you'd be willing to go on a date. Sorry I-""Sure." He paused, then smiled and grabbed my hand. "Awesome."

We walked through the mansion like that. I felt a little embarrassed but BEN explained we were just going on a first date. BEN made sure to get Sir's permission first. Luckily Sir just made BEN promise to take good care of me. I chucled. Kind of like a dad. I'm still scared of him though. BEN lead me out of the forest and we saw what BEN called the Rake. I asked if it was dangerous but he said we'd be fine because we were 'with Slendy'.

I was so excited. BEN had a specific target in mind but that wasn't my style so he killed his victim and I got to watch. He simply drowned them in their sink. I would've thought he would be scared of water but he said it had at least been a definite thing. Unlike his life before he died. I was confused but shook it off and and told BEN now he had to watch me! We found an area that was darkened by trees and I picked up a post, snapping it in half. BEN frowned. "Don't you have a weapon?" I shook my head. "I literally make do with anything. The night I died, I killed someone with a beer bottle! The first murder I committed, I didn't even have a weapon!" He looked thoughtful. "I always use water or electronics." Someone was walking down the street so I shushed him and asked if he had a paintbrush. He shook his head no and mouthed 'Why?' I waved it off. 'Tell you later.' As the figure came closer I froze. Cas. Why did it have to be him!? But I wanna kill so badly!! And I couldn't chicken out now! I lowered the stick and walked into the streetlight. Cas froze. He squinted his eyes and gasped. "Y/N!!?? You were found dead!! You murdered our entire town- How are you here?? Why?!" I shook away the unease and grinned. "Hey Cassy! How have you been? I felt really bad when you left me." He backed away. "You're insane. I made the right choice!" "Cassy, don't you love me?" He fell to the ground as I stood over him. "Get away from me!" I raised the stick, "I don't feel like it."I pushed down and slammed my knee into the his mouth before he screamed. The stick sank into his left eye.  Blood spattered onto my face. I pulled it out with a loud wet sound. I stabbed into his right eye. He started to cough and I lifted my knee. He vomited blood. I smirked and raised the stick one last time. I slammed it down the back of his throat. He squirmed for a moment before going still. I looked at BEN. He looked slightly alarmed. "I didn't expect you to have such and aggressive technique!" I shrugged. "Get me a paintbrush?" I bent down and tore open Cas's stomach. I collected the kidneys as BEN handed me a paintbrush. I held them in one hand and painted my signature F.

As we walked back I happily chatted with BEN as he uncomfortably examined my clothes. "How are you not uncomfortable? You've got blood everywhere." I looked at him. "So what? You've always got blood running down your face." He shrugged. "I'm used to that. Like the blood on your arm and face. But, this is someone else's blood. It's so gruesome." I shrugged.

We stepped through the mansion and waked into the living room. Hoodie and BP quickly left, muttering about the mess. I cheerfully handed EJ the kidneys and could practically hear the smile in his voice. "You remembered! Do you want some?" "Please?" He rushed out of the room. So it was me, BEN, Masky, and Jeff. Masky's head tilted up and down as he obviously looked at me. "You're covered in blood."