Dying Words (Book 1) [Boy X Boy]

Chapter 19

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Thanksgiving is today and I spent forever trying to get Layton's family to actually let my mom come with me. After hours of talking and a bit of bribing I finally got carol to let my mom come over for dinner. And it didn't take long after that to convince Layton's dad. They weren't as accepting of my relationship with my mom as Layton was. After all they still think I should be living with them and not her. I don't blame them.

So here I am now, sitting in the passenger seat of my mom's beat up, piece of junk car, driving towards my boyfriends house, feeling beyond nervous. I played with my thumbs as I stared out the window at the shades of orange and red flashing by.

We stopped at a red light and I looked to see where we were at. I smiled as memories filled me with happiness. This was the sport where I ran into Layton that night months ago and he convinced me to stay with him before the school trip so I wouldn't have to be around my father.

He used to be so hateful back then, always giving me the cold shoulder and glaring at me at every chance he got. I wonder what made him change? Maybe he was acting from the get go and couldn't stand being mean to me anymore, or worse, maybe he's acting now. The smile that was once on my lips vanished as thoughts of doubt filled me

What if he really didn't love me? What I'd now he was just acting so he wouldn't hurt my feelings... No, that's cant be true. Layton loves me, he wouldn't hold me, and kiss me like he does if he didn't.

He hates you, he's just playing with your emotions.

My thoughts started getting to me.

No, that isn't true. Layton loves me, I know he does!

He hates looking at you, he wants to throw up every time he touches your ugly body.

No! That isn't true! He wouldn't think that! Just shut up!

He doesn't love you, he's dating you out of pity. Just so he doesn't hurt your stupid emotions.

Just shut the hell up!

I shouted at my thoughts in my head. Before I had noticed we were in the drive way of my boyfriends house and I was gripping tightly at the sides of my head. "Chad, honey? Are you ok? What's wrong?" My mom was asking me over and over again.

I relaxed slightly and put my hands down. I nodded at her. "Y-yeah, I just had a slight pain. It's gone now, I promise." I lied to her and pushed open the car door "c'mon they're waiting." I stepped out into the chilling air and crossed my arms in an attempt to keep myself warm.

My mom and I walked to the growingly familiar doorway and I rang the bell. It wasn't long till my boyfriend was opening the door and greeting us. Pulling me into a hug I was hesitant before wrapping my arms around him. "Hey." He whispered in my ear, his breath tickling my neck. I smiled despite feeling so doubtful and greeted him back.

"Hey." I smiled up at him when he released me. He led my mom and I into the kitchen and we greeted lays parents. I stayed back with my mom and helped with the conversation between her and carol. It took about twenty minutes before I could leave them to themselves. I wanted to make sure there wouldn't be any fights or anything.