Mad Dog

#7 Jealous Killer

Once again I would like to say sorry guys I haven't been updating I've just been uber busy
Anyways here is the next chapter.
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I never had given so much thought about being mateless. Nor did I think my mate would break me completely. But I must admit I do feel like I share some of the blame. Maybe if I wouldn't have frozen in fear when I found out his true identity, maybe if I hadn't rejected the thought of love coming from a "monster" I could have turned him completely.

Changed his whole prospective of life. Give him love until he's smothered, but no, I had to let Fear course through my veins, I had to tremble every time we he breathed.

Now, I cost my wolf and myself a mate.

When the doors of my pack opened, out popped Terra wearing a robe and fluffy slippers. When she saw me, and tears streaming from cheeks she immediately helped me up the stairs. The pack seemed to be at rest, none awoke. When we reached my room she demanded questions.

"Mercy what happened to you, she whispered looking and tenderly touching the gruesome scratches, marked in my skin. My eyes watered as a never river if tears began to poor. I wanted to scream, and wallow, but couldn't, to shaken up my mind replaying the last hours of the day.

"I ran into some rogues a-and th-they attacked me, I sobbed wincing at the excruciating pain omitting from my leg. "What the fuck, seriously? Those rabid bastards! I'm going to go tell your brother so he can hunt the creeps down, she spoke fiercely.

My eyes widened and my lip trembled at the sound of Terra telling my brother about this, he would demand I go with him to hunt down the wicked sons of bitches who hurt me.

"No Terra don't tell him, I don't him to worry about me, besides if he sees me, I won't leave this house until I'm dead, I panicked eyes watery. "Alright Mercy, but Only under one condition, I don't want you going out by yourself anymore without either me Porter or a bodyguard, understand? She stated firmly which I nodded quickly.

"Good, first we need to clean the wounds cleaned up, with the right amount of healing cream your leg will heal by tomorrow, she said smiling at me lightly.

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It's been at least a good 13 days since I last encountered hades. Even though it's been almost two weeks and still no sign of him, my mind still remembered every detail of that retched day, the day his claws infiltrated my skin.

I remembered how he hurt me. Lilith still hasn't said a word, probably fuming mad at me, but silent. I thought after that little show with hades, that she would have been calling me all kinds of names out of bitterness but none came.

I've been a walking zombie around this place. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and when I do it's forced. My stomach is empty, head is full.

Sometimes I couldn't even deal with all the mixed emotions I felt and just wallowed in self pity on my bed. I've been reading little novels to try and get my mind off of hades, but it isn't working.

Nothing ever does.

Today though was the Annual pack ball which occurred once every three months . It was when our pack and others converged for a party on either packs ground, this year it was Clear-Sky packs turn.

Everyone girl(not me 😒) was giddy about the whole thing. All the talk was about what they were wearing and what shoes and jewelry. I on the other hand would be dressed in my pjs at home while eating a bucket of rocky road, watching cartoons.

Steven universe is coming on at 8:00.

I was sitting on my bed in my room wrapped in my blanket when Terra came in along with Roxy, another pack member who was a fairly good friend. "What the hell are you doing not dressed, Roxy exclaimed scrunching her nose up in confusion. "What does it look like, I'm not going, I just don't feel up to part, you guys have fun, I responded coolly glazing up at their outfit choice.