• He already explained how stressful being a youtuber was
• From recording videos to editing them, to trying to keep a good schedule
• You were always ready for him to have a day where he felt more stressed out than usual
• But it was honestly rare, and you couldn't tell if it was because he covered up his stress to keep you happy; or if he just smoked every time he felt over the top stressed out
• You constantly remind him that there's nothing to be embarrassed about especially if it involved his mental health
• But one night while you were waiting for him to finally come to bed, he broke.
• He hadn't come to bed yet and you both made a promise to go to bed nowhere past 1
• But you had also noticed that throughout the day he did seem to be separating himself from you
• So you decided to go find him in his office
• And the sight of him slunched over his desk, face in hands, his sniffing echoing in the room
• It honestly broke you too
• He would clam up when he noticed you sitting there, instantly standing up to go apologize to you for making you wait
• He doesn't really like to talk about his problems, especially when it came to his youtube career
• He didn't want to make you stress out with him
• It all just came crashing down on him to quick
• Hug him. Hug him a LOT
• Kisses. LOTS OF KISSES
• He will sooner or later slowly tell you what's been on his mind
• Just hold him close on days like this, he really needs the reassurance and love you give him.
