𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, ⁿᶜᵗ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᶠᵗ ʰʳᵛʸ

𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖

ㅡ renjun

I look by the door and saw Jisung talking to someone but I can't see the person he's talking to clearly.

They both then walked away, leaving me confused.

Who was Jisung talking to?

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Y/n wakes up and checked what I'm reading. She looked at me before placing her chin on my shoulder.

"What book is that?" She asked and I showed her the cover and she nodded. She stretched her arms and yawned.

"Being pretty must be tiring." I let out and I noticed her blush.

"Injun, I'm not a mirror." She said and I felt myself stiffen and blush at her comeback.

"S-shut up," I said, flustered. She chuckled and pat my hair. She then grabbed my sleeve and tug it.

"Can I borrow your sweater? It looks really comfy." She said and I put my book down. I remove my sweater and gave it to her, helping her put it on.

"You look so tiny. I'm usually the shortest but you look so adorable." I said and I notice the pink tint on her face.

"Let's go to the clubroom."

ㅡ jaemin

I watch Chenle and Jisung play video games using the TV Taeyong Hyung bought for us.

We heard the door open and turn our gazes to the door, seeing y/n and Renjun.

"Are you wearing Renjun's sweater?" Jeno asked and y/n nodded.

Y/n sit down beside me and I smile, ruffling her hair like a little puppy.

"Xiyeon and Jeongin is apparently now a thing," Chenle said, keeping his eyes on the screen as Jisung got ahead of him in the race.

"Are you okay?" I softly asked, patting her head and she nodded.

"Just tired from all this love thing. I just want to quickly move on." She said, her hands in her hair, messing with it.

I remove her hands from her hair and fix her hair, telling her to not do that.

"Nana must have a feeling for our y/n already," Harvey smirked but I only blushed and vigorously shake my head.

"No, I don't! She's like a sister to me!" I said, playfully glaring at Harvey who just laughed while sitting on the beanbag, using his phone.

"Really now, Hyung? You treat her like she's the only girl on your eyes... CHENLE, NO!" Jisung shouted when Chenle surpassed him in their game.

"I swear! I treat her like how I would treat a little sister!" I defended myself and Harvey just hummed, not caring about what I'm saying.

"Well, I hope that you continue to have those feelings." Y/n said and we all look at her. She was looking away, avoiding eye contact with any of us.

"The last thing I currently want is a relationship. I don't want to hurt any of you if you guys have feelings for me." Y/n said, standing up and walk towards the door.

She opened the door and take a last look at us, softly smiling but sadness was written on her face.

"I don't want to hurt you guys because having feelings for me means me rejecting you." She said, leaving the room.

ㅡ renjun

Y/n leaves the room and I sighed.

My heart was beating so fast, to the point that I couldn't breathe. I look at Jaemin who became quiet, actually, everyone became quiet.

Harvey put his phone down and stare at the ceiling. Jeno was busy typing on his laptop. Chenle and Jisung stopped playing. Jaemin was just sitting down, looking at the ground.

And me? I'm just standing in the middle of the room.

"Guys," I called and they all look at me.

"I know this might be a bad thing but I have feelings for y/n," I confessed but none of them looks surprised at all.

"We can tell," Jisung said, turning the TV off and bring out his sketchpad. He turned a page and gave it to me.

My eyes widened when it was a sketch me and y/n. She was asleep on my shoulder just like earlier in the classroom.

"It's not bad to have feelings but you heard what y/n said... she doesn't want to hurt you because falling for her means her rejecting you." Harvey said, standing up.

"Then I'll wait for her... even if we already have graduated university," I said, knowing that I will be suffering even more.

"That's worst, Injun."

"You have feelings for her too?" _______ stands up and look directly at me in the eye.

"Too? You like her?" I asked and he nodded.

"I've liked her since high school but used another girl to move on and fell for her instead. I forgot about my feelings for y/n but now, it's coming back.." He said and I felt myself stiffen.

"He told us but you, Renjun. He suspects that you have feelings for y/n, that's why he refrained from telling you until now." Jisung said and I sighed.

"Fine.. it's okay.. don't feel bad." I said, showing him a soft smile before leaving the clubroom.

I run to the garden and sit down on the grass, feeling tears come out of my eyes.

"Why is love so complicated? I hate it so much." I muttered, trying to wipe my tears away.

"Huang Renjun?" I flinched and wipe my tears before turning around. I see a black haired guy there with another guy behind him.

"Who are you?" I asked as they both kneel down in front of me.

"This is Lee Donghyuck and this is Mark Lee. Jeno talks about you often." They said but my eyes widened when they said Jeno.

"J-Jeno?"

"Yeah, we're here to see him but at the same time, see our old friend," Donghyuck said and I tilted my head, asking them who.

"I think that it's our brother's first love in high school."

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So, I gave a hint and if you guys don't get it, I might reveal it in the next chapter.

But I'll just give a spoiler here.

The ending will be a little sad but I will probably write a short sequel book.