Jor's Thoughts

Journal Entry 4

Hellooooo

So I'm kinda bored but I'm feeling creative and I think I'm gonna spend my night attempting to write a story????

The question marks Bc I probably will end up flopping and saying it sucks and not doing anything with it...

Ahhh I remember my old stories I posted on my old wattpad account and they were cringe but I like to reread them (they deleted and in my drafts) but it's a nice read when I'm nostalgic. Swear my notes have like 87 attempted stories.

I'm very bored right now and I hate it when I'm feeling creative but idk what to like do with that... ughhh

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AHHH so I wrote that like a week ago and since then I've actually wrote like 4 parts to a attempted story!!! I'm very happy about it Idk if I should publish yet or not...

Well I think I might publish it idk yet ??

Ugh the struggle

I'm tired but I'm bored and I have wifi rn and usually never have wifi

I'm like half asleep rn Ugh

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Okay I'm typing this a couple days after I typed the stuff above as well and I'm still debating publishing yet or not. I'm still not completely happy with what I've written and I hate it cause I have so so so many ideas for books and stuff and I can't ever commit to one of them or put a lot of effort into them and the struggle is heckin real.

So idk but ig one day I'll get a story out there, not like they're gonna be any good but they'll be out there and maybe I might actually try hard enough on one.

Literally all I do is type down my plot ideas in my notes and give my characters names and that's about it ughhh

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Update againnnn I'm about to say f it and publish anyways cuz what the frick fracking hay

- Jor :)