I can help you if you want it

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                             Jon's POV

We were all still at the hospital. They pumped Colby's stomach and got the pills out. He's ok and stable but they want us to let him rest then we can see him.

" How about we get something to eat " Renee who is sitting on my lap ask everyone. " That way we can let Colbs rest and then see him " she says.

" That sounds great " I say. Me and Renee along with Kevin get in my car.while everyone else gets in the usos car.
" I'm not letting Joe see Colby when he wakes up " I tell Renee. I just don't want Colby to wake up and the first thing he has to deal with is Joe. Considering what Joe did I happen to think that is what could of set Colby off.

" I wasn't going to either " she tells me. Great glad we agree on that. I think back to when Colby said he was going to kill himself in the car earlier. Maybe he knew he was going to overdose and thought he would actually die.

" Renee remember in the car when Colby said he was going to kill himself? " I ask her and she looks at me and nods.
" Then you said something about someone named Didi. Who is that? " I ask. Renee sighs.

" Didi was one of my best friends. She happened to be Colby's only cousin. They were very close and he loved her like a sister. She ended up killing herself six years ago. " she says as I find a parking spot because we arrived at the restaurant. I see Joe, usos, Trinity and Dolph get out of the vehicle.

" How come you never told me this? " I ask her and she shrugs. " Me and Colby promised each other to never tell anyone besides the people who already knew. Which is of course Colby's family. We probably shouldn't have because it ended up bottled up inside of us. It isn't healthy " she says looking at the ground.

" Well now you don't have to keep it bottled inside " I tell her. She looks at me eyes glossy. " Is he going to be ok? I mean I know me and him kinda lost touch over the year but I can't lose him too " she ask. I grab her hand in mine.

" I'm going to try with everything in me to make sure we don't lose him. We all are going to make sure we don't lose him. This family can't afford to lose Colby. It'll fuck us up " I tell her and she wipes her tears away and nods. It stays silent for about five minutes then someone knocks on the car window making us jump.

" If you two are done fucking we could maybe eat you know " Joe says. Renee chuckles as I flip him off. I look over to her.
'' you ok? " I ask her. She nods and smiles at me.
" Yeah I'll be fine. Let's go eat so Joe doesn't bitch even more " she says. I chuckle and we get out of the car.

" Finally god damn " Joe says. Renee slaps his chest and we walk in.
" They got us a table already since you guys took to long eye fucking each other " Joe says taking us to the table.

" Who's fucking who? " Trinity ask as I sit down across from Joe and Renee sits in between me and Dolph.
" Renee and Jon " Joe says making Dolph gasp.
" You guys were fucking? " he ask and Joe laughs along with the twins.

" No we were talking about something " I say.
" About fucking " Joe says and Renee throws a fork at him.
" We were talking about your little best friend in the hospital actually " she tells him.

" Oh " he mumbles the topic of Colby being sensitive to us all right now. The waitress comes over and ask us all for are order. We tell her what we want and she tells us it'll be right out. We all stay silent either on our phones or thinking.

" Colby's up " Renee says. We all look at her and she shows me a text message.

Colby: the fuck happened and where is my baby Kevin?