I can help you if you want it

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Jon's POV

So me, Joe and Colby are in the car going to a diagnosis doctor to see if they can diagnose Joe with PTSD. It's been a month and he's had woken up every night from a nightmare about Santiago. It's gotten so bad that he won't sleep without Colby anymore. Which is okay because Nick has been hanging out with his boyfriend a lot lately. He's dating Kevin from the fair and let me tell you this man is BAT SHIT CRAZY. I'm pretty sure he doesn't even actually like Nick. He's probably using him for his fame. And so far it's working. Also Joe has no clue that we are going to an diagnosis doctor. He thinks we are going to go eat. And let me tell you it was not easy getting him out of bed. Colby had to keep kissing him and giving him attention and usually Colby's the one that wants all his attention.

" Jon why are we at a doctor's office? " Joe ask once I pull in the parking lot. " We aren't it's a diagnosis doctor " I tell him as me and Colby get out. Colby opens Joe's door and just states at him. It's going to be a pain to get him out of this car. " Why are we here? " Joe ask upset. He won't look at us he just looks at the building with pure hatred. " To see if you have PTSD " Colby tells him.

" I don't have PTSD! " Joe yells making both me and Colby jump, catching us by surprise. " Why are you so offended? We just need to see if you have it so we can help you " Colby tells Joe. " I don't need help! " Joe says getting even more upset. " Joe please let us help you " I say to him hoping he'll cave in.

" I AM NOT SICK AND I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!!! " Joe yells furious. Colby jumps and backs up. I don't know why. It's not like Joe would ever hit him. " Let's just go in and look around. Give him some time " I tell Colby and he sighs and nods. We walk in and a lady at the desk smiles at us and I walk up to her. " Hey how do I see if a friend has PTSD if he doesn't want to participate? " I ask and she frowns. " You mean they don't want help? " she ask and I nod.

" Well then you just have to give them time " she says and I was hoping she wouldn't say that. " What if they have nightmares every night of something really really bad happening to them and they won't ever go to sleep? " I ask her straight to the point. " You just have to be there for them as much as you can. When they want help then you can help but if they aren't ready for it then don't pressure them into it " she says and I thank her. She gives me a pamphlet all about PTSD and the symptoms. Me and Colby walk out and Joe is sitting in the backseat now. I sigh and hop in the driver seat as Colby sits in the back to try to talk to Joe.

" Joe- " Colby starts but gets cut off by Joe. " Don't talk to me " Joe tells him looking out the window as I drive. " Baby look I'm sorry we tried forcing you to get help. Your not ready yet and we're going to respect that " Colby tells him and tries to hold his hand but Joe moves farther away from him. Colby sighs. " I love you " he tells Joe.

" That's unfortunate " Joe responds with.

Joe's POV

" Joe? " Colby ask looking at me. He's been trying to get me to talk to him for the past hour but I've been giving him the silent treatment. " I love you " he tells me for the thousand time today. " That's unfortunate " I tell him so he'll shut up and leave me alone. " That's it " Colby groans to himself then climbs on me. I turn my head away but he grabs my face and kisses me. " I " kiss. " Love ". Kiss. " You ". Kiss.

" Ok ok I love you too " I say so he'll leave me alone. He smiles and kisses me deeply. Someone opens the door and I just flip whoever it is off and continue kissing Colby. " That's disgusting " I hear Nick say. I groan and look at him. " What do you want? " I groan angry he cock blocked me. " I'm going to Kevin's " he tells me. Colby climbs off me and goes into the bathroom shutting the door. " Are you going to ask him? " I ask. I got Nick to ask Kevin if he's using him for fame or not because Kevin is a fucking ass hole I swear. " Yes I am bye " Nick says then leaves the room. " I hate you too cunt! " I yell to him but get no answer. Colby comes out in his boxers then lays down.