Doe Eyes

63

,,It's a big miracle that your wife survived harry.. but there's something I have to tell you" Dr. Steffenson states while looking at his notes
,,What is it" I mumbled worried while looking at the doctors concerned facial expression and that's when it hit me
,,Wait the baby.. how's the baby?" I asked nervous

,,I'm really sorry to tell you that.. but the baby didn't survive harry." he said while looking at me

,,What" I whispered while tears were forming in the corner of my eye and I felt a familiar heartache, which spread out all over my chest
,,I'm really sorry" he stated as he sat down in front of me
,,Harry I know how hard this must be for you, I was in a similar situation a few years back with my wife, but I can guarantee you that it will get better.. maybe not tomorrow or next week.. but I promise it will get better" he said
,,Can I see my wife now?" I whispered while the tears were streaming down my cheek
,,Of course" he replied and patted my shoulder

I made my way into Meghans room.
As I walked in I saw her laying on the bed, scratches all over forehead and cheek with bruises all over her arms.
,,Not even one month and you're in the hospital again" I mumbled while a tear rolled down my cheek
,,I don't know why this is happening but I'm glad that you survived this crash without any serious injury's.. I just wish that our baby would've survived too" I whispered and placed a kiss on her forehead
I sat down on the chair next to her bed and thought about the last time I was waiting for her to wake up.

Somehow I fell asleep for a few hours until someone called my name.
,,Harry" I heard someone mumble my name
I slowly opened my eyes to see my brunette reaching for my hand
,,Meghan" I gasped and sat down next to her to pull her into a hug
,,Hey" she mumbled softly and kissed my lips
,,You just kissed me" I whispered with big eyes
,,Why wouldn't I" she asked very tired
,,But you couldn't-
,,oh my god" the brunette smiled softly
,,Harry I-
,,you remember?" I asked with tears in my eyes
,,Yes" she chuckled and cried tears of joy
,,I can't believe this" I chuckled while holding my wife close
,,I can actually remember everything" Meghan whispered while tears were rolling down her cheeks
,,Everything? Our wedding, the honeymoon-
,,Everything Harry" she smiled and pressed her lips on the princes, her facial expression soon turned into a more worried look
,,but harry.." she mumbled as she placed her hand on her stomach
,,Something doesn't feel right" she looked at me

How was I supposed to tell her that we lost the baby, I know my wife.. she would blame it all on herself
Without realising the tears were streaming down my face again

,,What's wrong" she asked worried while wiping away the tears and holding my face
,,Meg" I whispered as I felt my voice breaking

,,We lost the Baby" I whispered while a sob escaped my mouth
,,no" she whispered while her lips started to quiver and her eyes were tearing up
,,Meghan-

She broke down and thought it was her fault
I pulled her closer and held her tight, while my shirt was getting wet
She cried as much as she could until she passed out on my chest
The stains of dried tears were covering her rosy cheeks
There were no words to describe the amount of pain we felt, the loss of a loved one is something no one should experience. Even though you've known those loved one only for 7 weeks..

It's been 5 days since we've lost the baby and currently we were laying on the couch trying to deal with it.
I let my fingers go through her brunette hair while she was fast asleep on my lap.
She stirred a bit in her sleep before waking up
,,Hey" i mumbled while stroking her cheek
She gave me a weak smile before cuddling up on my chest.
,,i really wanted that baby" she whispered under her breath
,,We both do my love" I mumbled while kissing her forehead
,,I should've never tried to drive back home" she looked up at me
,,Meg it's not your fault" I said serious before Archie came crawling in
,,Bubba" she cooed at our son before lifting him into her embrace
,,It could've been another one" she whispered with a trembling voice before hugging Archie tightly and kissing his chubby cheeks
Harry sighed looking at his wife and pulled her closer while placing a kiss on her temple
,,It'll get better, I promise" he whispered while ruffling Archie's hair
,,I hope so" the brunette murmured
,,How about a little get-away" I whispered while pulling her closer
,,I'm not really in the mood" she replied and rested her head on my shoulder
,,It'll take our mind off for a bit, Come on meg" I looked at her sad doe eyes
,,Okay" she sighed
,,Where are we going" The American asked
,,How about your home state" he smiled softly as he watched his wife's smile form
,,You're kidding aren't you?" She chuckled
,,I'm serious" he laughed
,,We haven't been to the states in a while since Mika and your Mum have moved here" he stated
,,That actually sounds great and it'll be Archie's first visit to the states" she smiled softly at the toddler who's been dozing off
The rest of the day went on like the last few days. Doria came by to bring them something to eat and looked after the couple and her grandson. They ate together and went to sleep afterwards.

The following morning harry was woken up by the familiar sound of their doorbell. He looked over seeing meghan still fast asleep with Archie cuddled into her chest, also calmly asleep. The prince smiled softly at his sight and gave both of them a quick kiss before getting up.

He opened the door and saw Mika standing there full of dirt with some kind of dark green bag.
,,Mika? What happened it's 7am" he mumbled tired while letting her in
,,and why are you full of dirt?" I asked the girl in front of me
,,I think I found the person who's been sending you those creepy notes" she said while smiling brightly
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