I'm not sure where i'm going but i'm definitely going somewhere.
My phone keeps going off and i'm pretty sure it's Brendon or my mom. My phone starts ringing and Brendon's name appears on my screen.
I ignore him but he just keeps calling and calling so I finally answer him.
Chelsea: "what do you want i'm busy."
Brendon: "where are you?"
Chelsea: ".....i'm peeing."
Brendon: "Chels please come home. You're going to hurt yourself."
Chelsea: i'm not going to- *crash noises*
Brendon: "Chels? Chelsea? Chelsea what's going on?!"
I wake up in a strange room unaware of what's happened or where i am or what's going on. I try to move but it hurts. I feel someone grabbing my hand and that also hurts.
I open my eyes and Brendon is holding my hand. i can't move my left arm or my right leg and my sides hurt really bad.
My mom and my stepdad are also in the room with my little sister Zoe but they're all sleeping except for my mom.
Some strange teenage boy is also here but i'm not sure why because i don't know him. Everyone is crying. why is everyone crying.
"Chelsea?" Brendon looks surprised and relieved.
"you're hurting my hand" he lets go. i didn't want him to let go.
"why is that kid here? and why are you crying?" he wipes his tears like he forgot he was even crying.
"um this is Ryan." he waves at me and smiles and i try to wave back but it hurts so i stop.
"you didn't answer the question about why you're crying." he laughs but it's not a happy laugh. it's a sad laugh.
"I'm crying because i didn't think you were gonna wake up, Chels. Nobody did." I grab his hand even though it hurts.
"well i did." he laughs a slightly happier laugh
"what were you thinking?" He looks up at me as a tear falls down his cheek and i give him a look of confusion.
"i was thinking i had to pee." i tell him but he doesn't laugh.
"i'm being serious Chels. I could've lost you today and i wouldn't have been able to live with myself." He wipes the tear from his eye.
I hate emotional times like this. i'm not good with emotions. "i'm cold." He sighs bb
"ill go get you an extra blanket" my mom says before kissing my head and leaving the room.
"can you lay with me?" i ask Brendon but he doesn't move.
"i don't want to hurt you." he's treating me like i'm a really old fragile antique worth a lot of money and he doesn't want to break me.
"fine, whatever." i pull my hand away from his and close my eyes. He gets up and lays beside me and wraps his arms around me.
He's really warm. I fall asleep within minutes of being in his arms.
When i wake up i don't feel him cuddling me anymore but i hear him talking to someone. I don't open my eyes so he doesn't know i'm awake
"you can't tell her man. I don't want to ruin our friendship." my heart sinks. Brendon can't be talking to another girl he would've told me.
"i won't tell her." i yawn to make them aware that i'm awake.
"hi sleepyhead." Brendon says as he sits beside me.
"where's my mom and Zoe?" Ryan sits beside Brendon and smiles at me. i don't smile back because i don't know him and he's slightly creepy but in a hot way.
"they went home last night to get some food. They should be back soon." last night? they were here when i fell asleep earlier today.
"how long have i been asleep?" i ask, trying to sit up but i can't.
"about a day." he helps me sit up.
"when do i get to go home?" he puts some pillows behind my back so i don't hurt myself even more.
"tomorrow if everything goes well." if everything goes well? what does he mean?
"i need to get up." he looks at me with wide eyes.
"no, you don't. remember what happened last time you did that?" i roll my eyes.
"can i call my dad at least?" he hands me his phone.
"fine." i call my dad and talk to him on speaker phone. I tell him everything that happened and then he asks me about my crush on Brendon and i immediately hang up.
"oh so you have a crush on me huh?" he smirks
"no he said Brandon. yea he definitely said Brandon. I have a crush on Brandon." he laughs. My face is hot and my heart is beating out of my chest. i need something to drink.
"i need um...water..yea i need water." he looks at Ryan and asks him to go with him to get the water.
They both get up and leave. Now Brendon knows i have a crush on him and he has a crush on some other girl who is probably way better than me. fuck.
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Sugar and spice, your love is nice.
RomanceChelsea has lived beside Brendon urie for as long as she can remember. They've always been best friends but Chelsea has a desire to be more than that with Brendon but things start to become pretty. odd.
