"Why did you want to know her name?" Ryan asked me.
"Because Brendon's sleeping with her." he walks over to me.
"why does that matter? You're sleeping with me." I laugh.
"I was sleeping with you. It matters because I have hella feelings for Brendon and what does he do when he finds out? sleep with some other girl." Ryan places a hand on my cheek.
"It's okay, Chels. You still have me." He smiles at me.
I look down and smile too because deep down i do want Ryan but I want Brendon way more.
"Are they together?" I ask Ryan and he sighs. I prepare to be extremely heartbroken again.
"Yea, they're together." he tells me. Surprisingly it doesn't hurt as bad as i had thought it would but it still hurts pretty bad.
I look up at Ryan. What if i had it wrong this whole time?
"Are you okay?" He asks me, slightly worried. I smile at him.
"I am, yea." He leans down and kisses me softly before pulling me into a hug.
"I don't know the whole situation with Brendon but i do know that i want to be with you, Chels. And not just for the sex either." we both laugh.
The door to my room opens and Ryan lets go of me. Brendon walks in wearing nothing but a pair of black pants.
"Chels..." I walk over and hug him tightly and he hugs back.
"it's okay. You can sleep or date whoever you want. I'm okay with just being friends." I pull away and smile at him. He leans over and looks at Ryan.
"What'd you do to her?" Ryan laughs.
"I didn't do anything to her." He tells him.
I look back at Ryan and we exchange a smile. My door opens again and the girl Brendon was with walks in. Sarah.
"Hi, i'm Sarah." she says smiling really big at me and holding out her hand. I shake it.
"Chelsea." i smile back.
I feel sick again. I run over to the trash can and throw up. I still haven't ate very much in awhile. I throw up a couple of times and Ryan comforts me while Brendon whispers something to Sarah.
When i'm done i drink some water to wash the taste out of my mouth and i walk over to my mirror. I lift up my shirt revealing my stomach and turn sideways in the mirror.
I'm not really showing but my stomach is rounder. Ryan steps behind me and places his hands over top of mine on my belly.
Brendon and Sarah are staring at us but we forget there even there.
"I bet you the baby's going to have your eyes." Ryan whispers in my ear loud enough for only me to hear. I smile.
"You guys know we're still here, right?" Brendon says. I turn around and look at him.
"What's your point?" i ask.
"nothing." he looks over at Sarah who looks confused.
"If you don't like it then leave." Ryan says as he glances at the door. I gently hit him for being rude.
"ow." he mumbles.
"you guys don't have to leave if you don't want too." I pull my shirt down.
"No, it's okay. I'll be back tomorrow to check on you, Chels." He hugs me and him and Sarah leave.
"Whatcha wanna do now?" Ryan asks me.
"sleep. I wanna sleep." I lay down on the bed and he lays beside me.
"I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. wanna come?" i ask.
"duh." he says. I laugh to myself.
He wraps his arm around me and I fall asleep next to him.
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Sugar and spice, your love is nice.
RomanceChelsea has lived beside Brendon urie for as long as she can remember. They've always been best friends but Chelsea has a desire to be more than that with Brendon but things start to become pretty. odd.
