Sugar and spice, your love is nice.

part 2: You Found Me

"...I love you Chelsea."

my heart drops. fuck. the only thing i can think is fuck. "yea i know you've told me before. we say it all the time. i rush to find the door handle and hurriedly get out the car. I rush inside with Brendon following me.

"Chels i don't think you're understanding." he says. I feel like i'm having a panic attack. I can't breathe and Brendon being here is making it worse. he makes me nervous. fuck fuck fuck.

Brendon doesn't love me in that way. nope. this is a dream. i need to wake myself up. I slap myself but nothing happens.

"Chels you should calm down."

I turn to him. "you should uh...go. Yea you should go." I start walking upstairs to my room but i remember that i have to watch Zoe so i turn around and walk back downstairs and sit on the couch.

Brendon fucking Urie does not like me. i am dreaming. "quick, B, pinch me." i hold out my arm and he gives me a look of confusion.

"I'm not gonna pinch you. Why are you acting so weird?" He looks confused

i look around the room...my room. How did i get here? And where is Zoe? "i'm acting weird because you just told me you loved me and now Zoe is missing. Where is Zoe? And how did i get to my room?"

Brendon laughs. why is he laughing at me? "you must've hit your head harder than i thought."

okay now i'm really confused. "i didn't hit my head." i say as he gets off my bed and walks around it to face me.

"you were helping me write a song and you fell and hit your head on the corner of my table." He smiles at me but it's a weird kind of smile. It's a smile i'm not sure how to describe it.

I didn't help him write a song because i had to go pick up Zoe..."no..i never helped you with your song. I had to go pick up my sister from daycare and you went with me and then when we got back you told me you loved me but like as more than a friend." he laughs again.

i don't know what's going on but i'm so confused. "where is Zoe?" I try and get up but he stops me and makes me lay down again.

"relax, Zoe is downstairs with your mom and your step dad and you are on bed rest missy."

I push him out of the way and get up "you don't tell me what to do. I am perfectly fine and i didn't hit my head."

I walk towards the door but he picks me up and lays me back down on the bed. "you are going to lay here until i feel you're better but as of right now you apparently don't even remember falling so it might be awhile."

ugh. he's so hot. "I remember falling and i'm okay now i'm getting up and you can't stop me." i'm lying i don't remember anything.

I get up and he pushes me back down onto the bed. "stopppppp let me gooooo." he looks kind of annoyed now but i'm not stopping until he lets me leave.

"no. you're lying." I scream and he covers my mouth with his hand. I lick him and he lets go.

"If you love me let me go you whore." he's not budging. ughhhh . i just wanna leaveee.

"i have to pee." he looks around the room. This man is going to try his hardest to keep me locked in this room.

"i'll find you a bucket." he smiles at me. I hate his smile. It's so hot when he smiles which is why i hate it.

"i'm not peeing in a bucket i'm going downstairs to pee in a bathroom and if you try to stop me i'll pee on you." I get up and he doesn't stop me.

I walk out of my room and he follows. I think he hit his head because i didn't hit mine.

My mom is sitting on the couch with Zoe and Zach, my stepdad, watching TV.

"Brendon why did you let her get up??" my mom stands up and walks towards me and B.

"She said she was gonna pee on me." He explaines to her.

I walk into the bathroom and lock the door. Brendon keeps his conversation with my mom while i sneak out of the bathroom window and run to my car.

I start it and of course Brendon's nosy self has to hear it. He runs outside but i drive off before he can get in.