Loved By None

THE BIG REVEAL PART-2

I was pushed against the lockers only to meet a blue eyed monster who snaked his arms around me and my heart rate started to rise as my body tingled with pleasure.
It was skin against skin, him against me. My heart quivered in pleasure and fear as bile rose to my throat while butterflies swooned in my stomach. My skin jerked as goosebumps made their way down my hand.
He moved closer as he place his head near my neck. He gently pecked my lips before caressing my cheek.
"I know your truth... Em. "he said and that bought my attention back to the present.
"I know about everything.... "he said while tightening his grip on my waist,I'm sure there are going to be bruises there later.
"What? "I try to say but it comes out as a whisper.
"Check the notice board sweet heart. The main one, the one across the hall, I'm sure there's something important there for you. "he says into my neck as I can feel him smirk against my skin.
"See you later babe." he replied pulling away and this sent chills down my spine.
Bad would be an understatement now... Oh god what now?
Panic and fear make their way to my heart as I hit my face on reality. Anything that had to do with Chris was absolutely terrifying and nerve wrecking.... Yet ecstatic.... Ughhhh.... Hell with you teenage hormones....
I make my way down the hall towards the main notice board of the school which is seen by everyone usually on a daily basis.
The butterflies just turned into hungry little demons that were killing me from inside as they made way for fear to control my breathing and other actions.
I move throw the narrow spaces between people towards the notice board on the end of the corridor.

My heart stops as everything else freezes around me while stains of red danced in front of my eyes as the white cloth pinned by two moved to the way of the wind. I was terrified as my eyes were filled with tears as my soul shattered at the sight.

How cruel can he be to do it? So he knows about my past.He does and this makes me even more vulnerable than before.

It had the words "HOPE YOU HAD FUN EM." Now I understood why everyone was whispering and what they would be thinking about. Tears rolled down my cheek as a knot had formed in the depths of my heart.I felt a shaking body behind me even without looking back I knew it was the blue-eyed monster who had always made fun of me.

I felt like killing myself.I wanted to stop existing and vanish in thin air.His hands snaked around my waist as he leaned in toward my neck and my breathing hitched.

"Your little friend didn't have to make our night public babe."He whispered in my ears and this made me ecstatic really body......really? After all this.

Rage filled within me and I was unable to take it anymore, I elbowed him in the chest which made him loosen his grip on me and ran for it.I kept running and I could hear his footprints from behind me. I knew his atheletic body was faster than mine but even I could run fast and long especially when I am angry.

A hand caught mine and pulled me into a room and before I knew it I was trapped between him and the wall. My mind clouded with fear as tears and sweat mixed together and slid down my head.I was angry,sad and frightened at the same time. Oh God! Why me?

I kicked him where the sun doesn't shine but he didn't leave me even though the pain was evident on his straight face.

"I won't leave you.I never will.You are going to have to die in my hands and not in one shot slowly every day because I fucking hate you."He said clenching his teeth.

His words cut my soul as my heart dropped and I asked myself really?I loved the guy who had nothing but hate for me.I hate myself for being so freaking weak... I am not letting this go any further.

"Why me? What did I ever do to you?" I asked my body shaking with rage.

"You really have no clue do you? What happened two years ago when Blake died?"He said with a tinge of curiosity.

"What?"I asked but amusement lingered in his eyes.

"I thought you knew everything guess I was wrong."He replied as his eyes were on my lips.

Well clearly,great guess Sherlock sure you weren't wrong  I thought but didn't say it as I knew better than to piss Chris.

"After Blake died two years ago my........my sister .....She committed suicide.She just left me and my parents to mourn her death......My dad couldn't handle the death of his little princess.....He died out of shock.....all because of YOU." He said a tear rolled down his cheek.

"She......she lay there pale on the ground......the co....color beneath her crystal blue eyes was fading as tears rolled ou.......out of her eyes which mixed with blood that was leaving in violent jerks from her arteries,filling the air with a subtle hint o......of salinity with a metallic aroma."

"Reminicing all her scars und.....under the dark night sky.She knew it al...all along but was foolish to think she could b..be happy with him,blinded by love,desperate...... maybe thought she could be loved by him but was stabbed s..s...so many times by that two-faced liar who was a double timer.I think she was waiting for the moment, to leave this .......conniving little world that was  so cruel to her emotions." he said shivering as the mask he used to cover his emotions finally fell as water poured out of his eyes but he was soon to cover it up.He wiped his tears and stared at me with pure hatred.

"All because of you....you are the reason my sister had  to go through so much. Blake fell for you and wanted you but my sister loved Blake so much that she couldn't handle his death and because of her death not only did I lose a sister that day I lost my world, my dad lost his life and my mom became bitter towards life but she told you were innocent....huh what a joke."

"All because of you Emily James Richardson that I lost my entire world when I was 15.I won't let you live in peace...oh no. I WILL DESTROY YOU AND YOUR WORLD.YOU WON'T HAVE HAPPINESS AND NOR WILL YOU HAVE A NORMAL LIFE YOUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED.NUMBERED. GET IT AND YOU WILL LIVE IN ABSOLUTE MISERY AND ITS MY PROMISE TO TAKE REVENGE." he said tightening his grip around my waist so hard that I felt blood rolling down my legs but it wasn't what hurt me no,It was my heart that hurt how could I do all this I ruined a person I ruined Chris's life for ever.The grand scheme of life I thought I was a victim. I didn't know I had done this. Guilt swirled though my body as it consumed my insides.I hadn't taken one life that day no. I had taken 3,3 Whole lives that day just because I couldn't control my emotions stupid me.

My train of thoughts was broken when Chris slammed his lips on mine it wasn't meant to be pleasurable no....It was meant to create pain and fear which it did."Bye for now but I'll be back for more babe."He warned and left me in my sea of grief......

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hey guys I'm so sorry for not posting but I've been on the downside lately so I'll publish a bit slow and I'm truly and extremely sorry.....I promise to post once a week from now on.so bye...until next time.