Loved By None

CHAPTER-6 THE PAST

Two years ago.......

The painful memories played in my mind as my scars seared in pain.Two years ago......why did all of that have to happen? Why Blake?........ why?

My mom died in a car accident when I was 8. We were going to the mall where my dad had arrived from the office and was waiting for me and my mom.

My mom was driving smoothly and then we came to a halt and I was playing with my barbie like any other girl of my age. I hate the memory till this date and how it brings me night mares.

"I'll be right back Em." she said as she left me in car to get some essentials. And I was left playing in the car.

"Alright Em, shall we move." My mom said as she arrived after a while. "Sure mommy." I replied naive still playing with my doll.

We were going on the road and then.......and then a huge truck came forcefully and hit the car. That was it we tumbled as I fell into the back seat and my mom dropped dead to the stirring wheel as the car rolled across the road. Metallic smell filled the air. I hopped to the front from my Barbie doll and saw that there was a phone next to my mom and no seat belt on.

"Mommy.....mommy wake up."I said like an idiot. Crimson scorching liquid gushed out of my mom's arteries as the flesh and metal of the car were mixed with each other. I didn't know from where the flesh ended and the metal started. I couldn't help myself as slowly realization dawned me that I had lost my mom and the hot new tears spurted out of my eyes.

After that I wasn't the same person anymore as I was broken, shattered and left as the loneliness consumed my murky life.

Then when I was 15 I met Blake. I had met some one real who was also a great source of comfort.

When I moved to my new school, again because of my father's transfers. I didn't like the idea of moving as making friends for me was hard. I was a good student and would also get good grades as I would mostly read due to lack of friends.

When I first went to Ridgewood High,I was terrified. I used to were nerdy glasses along with my braces...I know the typical nerd but I had the courage to stand up to others if they tried to bully me and I wore specs by choice. Yup, by choice.

 I walked up to the office to get my schedule as I reached school early.And as soon as I entered the office a group of girls who were gossiping and were looking at me with enthusiasm at regular intervals.

"What can I help you with?" said a  woman behind the desk who's name was Ruby according to the ID card around her neck.

"I'm new here and just came to take my schedule." I replied politely to the woman who was in her mid-twenties.

"One moment please." She said calmly and turned to the computer."Name please." She asked.

"Emily Richardson."I replied. Yeah that's my actual name Emily Richardson.

"Here you go." she said handing me my schedule."Welcome to Ridgewood High. Hope you have a nice day."She concluded

"Thank you."I replied and scurried to my first class. On the way I collided into a hard chest while looking through my time-table.

"Sorry." I muttered under my breadth.

"It's Okay, It was my fault I should have seen you coming there."A polite male voice said as I bent down to get my specs that fell down and stood up to see the most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen.

 "Hi,I'm Blake.Your the new student?"He added.

"Yeah, I'm Emily, Emily Richardson."I said shaking his hand.

"Why are you trying to hide those beautiful eyes with those specs of yours?"he asked as was wearing them."I know they are by choice." he added.

"But how...."

"You picked them up with precision,trust me the people I know who wear specs turn partially blind when their glasses fall to the ground."he answered and I blushed.

"You are really cute...Damn when they said there would be a cute new girl joining school I didn't believe them but I have to eat my own words seeing you now." He said smiling.

I blushed even more."Thank you. Even you are good looking." I responded. Good looking....yeah right...He was God like Greek God...His eyes....His hair and damn His jawline and I'm sure he has abs.

"Good to know." He said smiling. "So you have Geometry for your first period?" He asked.

"Yes, I do"I replied. "Great, follow me."He said with a tone of joy.

I learned more about Blake through the course of the day and turns out he is the most popular guy in the school. Blake was the quarter back of the school's football team and was also good at studies. We had almost all classes together except language, he had Spanish and I had taken French but the others were same. 

It was the best first day experience I ever had until now because for the first time I had some one to call a friend.I was overwhelmed. Slowly Blake and I became closer and we became best friends. He was really kind and understanding. He was like an angel. Too good to be true. He was perfect.

We grew very close as time went by and he started to stay at my house until late at night and I wouldn't mind as he gave me company. We would go camping every month on a weekend when both of us were free.I felt secure around him and would usually confide in him. My time with him was my solace and even my dad liked Blake a lot he says Blake is the son he never had.

"Come on Em, we are going to be late for my game."Blake was screaming as I was getting ready.

"Coming, just a minute."I replied.

"You girls really do take forever to get ready."He stated entering my room.

"Not always."I reasoned."Anyway you woke me up from my nap ten minutes ago." I added.

"True tho."He replied.

We went to the match and Ridge wood high won thanks to Blake's amazing captain ship.   After the match both of us went to the cabin in the woods by the hillside where we would go every month for camping.The sky was so beautiful with sequine silver stars and a pearly white moon.

I don't remember the details but I remember.......Blake lay lifeless on the ground as a metallic smell filled the air as a pool of blood surrounded him while my knees were scraped. He died to save me. No......It can't be ..........It couldn't be....He was still alive but my hopes shattered as soon as I went near him and saw he had stopped breathing. I was a murderer to myself. I killed a person who did nothing but love me and care for me.

No one ever got close to me after that. I moved to more places but never truly got over Blake.He was an angel, god's gift. But I killed him. I still feel devastated as my scars feel so fresh....so new.....so hurtful and the last thing I said to him was that I didn't love him back.I feel guilty when I see myself in the mirror as the image sickens me. I shed silent tears for him every time but the knot in my heart never seems to release as remorse consumes me and my soul is still shattered as I lost the only true friend I had. From then on Emily was dead and Emma came into this world instead of her. Emily died the moment Blake took his last breath and went into a deep sleep from which he couldn't be awoken. I'm sorry Blake.....I truly am sorry...... please forgive me is all I pray for everyday.

That is the lonely story of Emily Richardson who became Emma Jones. Please don't tell me Chris knows this.

                                                   ****The End****

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