Second Year Teacher

Chapter 30: Things I've Never Said

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Lexi's POV-

I walked into Lou's flat, and walked to the chair I had set my bag down on, it wasn't here. "Louis, did you move my bag?" I gestured to the empty chair, he noedded no. "Oh, well my phone was in there, call it" I said, as Louis whipped out his phone.

"And they say, she's in the class A - Team, stuck in her day dream, been this way since 18" my Ed Sheeran rington rang. We followed the ringer, to what Louis said was his bathroom. We walked in, my jaw dropped, and eyes teared...

Peter, was hanging from the shower rod, dead. His skin was pale, face was purple, he was completely colorless. We were too late, we couldn't save him. I bit my lip, and eyed a note, sitting on top of the sink.

Dear Sweetheart,

I really can't call you sweetheart anymore, cause your getting married to Pretty Boy... I just wanted to say, I can't live without you, your my only love. You knew that, but probably thought I've been joking. And yes, your right, it was all apart of my plan. Because I've never fallen out of love with you, my mind and heart physically wouldn't let me. There are so many things I've never said, because I don't know how I'm supposed to talk to you about it. Your too beautiful for words, and it kills me to see you with other men. I was the happiest person on earth the day you said you would go out with me, back in high school. And I'm sorry, all I've done to ruin your life. So go ahead, live the rest, without me...

Never forget me.

-Peter

...

Harry walked in, and saw the horrid scene. I collapsed onto his chest. "Its okay, you don't have to be afraid anymore" Harry said, tracing circles into my shoulder, making me feel safe. "How am I supposed to get rid of this?" Louis asked, pointing to Peter, "Crap. How am I supposed to clean up my table?" Louis said, looking at his phone. "I'm so sorry Louis, this is all my fault" I whimpered, still clutching to Harry. "Alexis, it's completely fine" Louis' blue eyes sparkled, "Just as long as your fine! I'm fine!" Louis smiled. "Your such a good friend" Harry squealed.

"We should probably head back to London, and move back into my place?" I said, resting my head on Harry's shoulder. "Well, we need room for one more" Harry poked my stomach. "Oh yeah, forgot about you" I said, whispering to my stomach. "You guys, are the absolute cutest!" Louis squealed, jumping up and down. "Thanks" I replied, kissing Harry's cheek. But in the back of my mind, all I could think about is Peter.