Australian Love Affair

'I lost my V-card to Ashton'

Sophie's P.O.V.

I wake up to the sound of Mickey crying. I throw on a pair of boy shorts and a t-shirt. I tip-toe into Mickey's room and lifting him from his cot. I rock him in my arms and he calms slightly. I lay him on his changing table, glancing at the clock. 6.49am it reads. I groan taking Mickey's baby grow off. I lift it over his head and sit it to the side. Michael walks in and over to me as I take Mickey's diaper off. 'Go back to bed babe, I'll get him.' He says, trying to move me out the way. 'I've got him.' I say, grabbing the wipes. 'Babe, I can get him.' Mikey says. 'I've already got him.' I say. I put a fresh diaper on Mickey after powdering him and everything, Michael constantly trying to move me out the way. I quickly cross the room to get an new baby grow for Mickey. I pick up a plain blue one and turn around. Michael stands there, Mickey in his arms with a smug look on his face. I glare at him. 'Michael, put him down.' I say. 'Nope.' Michael says. 'Michael it's too early for this!' I say. Michael grins more. 'Go to bed.' 'Give me Mickey.' We stand there, saying the same two things over and over, getting slightly louder each time. 'FOR GOD SAKE JUST GIVE ME MICKEY!' I yell at Michael. Mickey starts crying loudly. I instantly feel guilty. Michael rocks Mickey calming him slightly. He still cries slightly so Michael grabs his pikachu and he cuddles it, calming him a bit more. Michael cuddles Mickey in and he stops crying. I take off out the room, feeling tears prick in my eyes. I can't do anything right, I even make my own son cry! That's the second time I've raised my voice and upset him. I climb back into bed, crying into my pillow. 5 minutes later, Michael comes in with Mickey in his arms wearing his blue baby grow. Michael sits beside me, holding Mickey with one arm and taking my hand in his other hand. 'It's okay princess.' He says. 'No it's not! I can't do anything right! That's the second time I've made my son cry in 24 hours!' I say, tears streaming. Mickey looks at me with his big green eyes as I cry and I watch as he starts crying too. 'See.' I say to Michael. Mickey then stretches his arms out towards me, crying. Michael sits him on my lap, smiling. 'He's crying cos you're crying.' He says. I smile down at Mickey who looks up at me with those beautiful green eyes. I cuddle him in and he stops crying and giggles. I giggle too, sitting him on my belly. He lightly pats my belly with his hands and lightly kicks me with his feet, smiling. I look to Michael who grins madly. I grin too. 'I wuv woo.' I say to Mickey who gurgles at me. 'He loves you too.' Michael says. 'And he loves you too!' I say. 'And I love you!' 'And I love you too!' The rest of the day plays out normally. As I'm watching Michael and Mickey, Dionne phones me.

'Hey can I come over?' She asks.

'Course.' I say.

10 minutes later she arrives. 'Hey girl what's up?' I ask, pulling her to the kitchen. 'Um well last night I stayed at Ashton's and well....I slept with Ashton!' She says. I pause before screaming. 'Oh my god! You're not a virgin anymore! Oh my god! Neither is Ashton! Oh my god! MY SISTER LOST HER VIRGINITY TO ASHTON IRWIN! ASHTON IRWIN LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO MY SISTER! HOLY GOD!' I scream. Dionne laughs. 'BUT DON'T WORRY I SLEPT WITH MICHAEL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 13 MONTHS!' I SCREAM. 'Really?!?!' Dionne asks. I nod. 'Last night was an amazing night!' I say. Dionne laughs. I then hear my 2 special boy's laughs. I look to Michael and Mickey who sit giggling together. Dionne takes Mickey, playing with him while we talk. I make coffee for us 3 and a bottle of milk for Mickey. Michael insists on feeding him so I let him. 'So yeah, last night was interesting! I lost my V-card to Ashton!' Dionne says. 'And Ashton lost his V-card to you!' I say. 'And we slept together for the first time in 13 months!' Michael says. 'Wait, You's did use protection right?' Dionne asks. I look to Michael. Dionne looks to Michael too. 'Michael?' I ask. He doesn't respond. 'Michael?' Dionne asks. He looks up at us. 'Yeah?' He asks, cautiously. 'Michael!' 'I don't know! I can't remember if I did! I was too into it!' He says. The cup of coffee in my hand falls, smashing off the ground, coffee and china going everywhere. Mickey starts crying so Dionne takes him off Michael and out the room. My eyes fall on the mess on the floor. 'Babe, I'm sorry.' Michael says. I suddenly feel warm liquid trickling down my hand. I lift it up and see red. There's a large cut down my hand off the china. I watch as the blood drops from my hand to the floor and Michael's eyes widen, horrified the cup cut me. He rushes to me looking at the cut before pulling me to the sink, washing it under the cold tap. I let out a sharp hiss as the water rushes over the cut. Michael cleans it up before pressing tissue to it to stop the bleeding. When it does he goes into a cupboard and pulls out bandages, I didn't even know were in there. I watch him carefully as he wraps up my hand, tucking the end in. He lightly presses his lips to my covered hand and I flinch. He pulls back looking up into my eyes. I see guilt, concern and worry in them. I pull my eyes from him not being able to look at him right now. He knows we can't handle another baby, yet he might be careless enough to forget protection. I walk over to the broken china, bending down and picking bits up. Michael soon joins me, picking up pieces too. I keep my eyes on the floor even though I feel his eyes on me a lot. I put the broken pieces in the bin and sweep up the smaller bits before binning them too. I walk out the kitchen leaving Michael standing there. I pick Mickey up from Dionne's arms, carrying him upstairs. Dionne follows. I put Mickey in his pikachu jumpsuit and his blue jacket. I lift him up and carefully place him in his car seat. I buckle him in, handing him pikachu and turning to pack his bag. I place a few diapers in, wipes, a change of clothes and his blanket. I hang the bag over my shoulder, carrying Mickey's car seat. Dionne follows me down stairs. Michael sits on the couch, head in hands but I walk past him to the kitchen, grabbing 2 bottles and Mickey's formula. I grab my phone, purse and keys and head outside. I strap Mickey in the back before getting in the front with Dionne. We drive to her house and we hang there for a few hours. We then go into town. We go into a baby shop and browse. Dionne picks up a jumper that says "There's nobody like my aunty!" 'I'm so getting him this!' I just laugh. We buy him a few things before heading back to Dionne's. I feed Mickey before putting him down for a nap. He sleeps in my arms for awhile before I put him in his car seat. Dionne drives me home and I carefully carry him upstairs while Dionne brings his stuff up. I just set him in his crib when I hear Michael. 'Hi.' I turn around, looking at him. 'Hi.' I say. Dionne leaves and me and Michael sit in the living room. 'I did use protection.' Michael says. I look over at him. 'I saw it when I was upstairs.' I nod, moving closer to him. I kiss him lightly before he pulls back. 'Babe, we need to talk!' Michael says. 'Shoot!' I say. 'I'm leaving.' Michael says. I feel like my heart just broke. 'What?' I ask. 'Our tour starts in 2 weeks.' He says. 'I'm sorry! I don't wanna leave you and Mickey but we've been on break for awhile and management is breathing down our necks!' I nod. 'It's okay babe, I get it but next time don't say 'I'm leaving' Alright? You scared me there! I will miss you though, like crazy so will Mickey.' Michael nods, kissing me. 'I love you Michael Clifford.' 'I love you Sophie Asher!' 'And I love our Mickey!' 'And I love our Mickey!'