Seena's rant journal

06.19.19

Hopefully my writing no longer than 10 minutes because I need to finish my laundry, lol.

I was following this artist from instagram on her Twitter. I just found out that her tweet lately is more into spiritual context (we share same religion, something I really proud and make me love her more), I reply to one of her tweet about tahajjud, at first it was out of iseng, I didn't put much thought because I just want to chat with her.

Suddenly she told me her tips about how to wake up for tahajjud, which I'm really grateful, but I don't think that's practical enough for me to do. Then, she share a link of this one YouTuber name Aida Azlin from Singapore about Dating The One and Only (it's actually about how to perceive prayers on better perspective) and that one time I fell like my heart was knocked smoothly (now I imagine about this again, maybe someone would said salam when this someone knock at my heart, haha). It feels refreshing and open my perspective about prayers, about our spiritual self, etc.

All I want to say...I'm very grateful for talking to my favourite artist and we're both try to be better version of our self and for her to introduce me to Aida Azlin. Tbh, I have irl friend who is hijrah and all, but not one of them actually help me open my perspective, instead they make me look bitter on someone who hijrah and make me scared of doing the same thing.

I really want share Aida Azlin channel because it's so good for people who want to start their journey spiritually, but I don't know where to share, most of my friend already found their "muse" of hijrah. Also, I want to try hijrah, but I'm not gonna say it to anyone, let only Allah and me know this, as our little secret. And you, whoever read this diary of mine. Hope you check Aida Azlin channel, it is that good for you to check on.