Seena's rant journal

07. 18. 17

I can't believe I really order myself Kevin Kwan's books. It cost 2kg of shipping orzz.
I think I'll explode/become crazy this past days because I've been want this book a lot!! Usually when I want something (books/anything that I can buy with my own money) I'll go to the store in instant; bookstore/craftstore etc. But this book, THIS CERTAIN BOOK, I can't found it anywhere. I've visited 2 bookstore, that I usually go and there was none. Out of stock. I try to not to order online because (1) I don't want to trouble myself by asking the fucking full address of this share house, even if I know, I'm scared I'll go online-shopping spree once I knew, and (2) if I didn't ask the full address I have to sent the book to fam house and I'll get the book at least one week after I ordered because I have to wait them to come over (3) I can borrow my friends address but it's too troublesome, more trouble rather than I asked someone about this house address.
I already place an order for the books (I already know the address without ask) but I still feel uneasy about it. It feels like did something behind their back ;~; I'll ask for the address maybe tomorrow morning before I paid or something, I just hope tomorrow I'm lucky and brave enough to ask this stupid and rather easy question