I cried when I told my friend about my problem. It's not like something important but I guess, it help me to reduce--no--to loose one of the complicated string in my head. She said "you negative thinking again" then I cried.
I don't know that she remember that. I'm happy and feel something that I can't describe into words.
After crying for minute I try to draw something but art block hit me, hard. Really hard. I start to hate myself again, ha ha.
Maybe I'll take a break and go somewhere tomorrow. I've been feeling lonely these past days I guess. I need something to distract myself a bit. But tbh, i dont know where should i be going tomorrow. I dont have anything important to buy....but randomly hanging out in cafe is really not my type. Sigh... Lets just see
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