Seena's rant journal

1.21.18

I had a blast birthday surprise today!!! ❤️

Today is my 20th birthday (at some point I feel depressed because 20th is considered as old for a girl in may fam rather than mature) but I feel happy and blessed for this day to come.

I always pessimistic like "oh well, it's gonna another ordinary day that passed like usual. No one remember nor make a surprise for me."

But heck yeah, I'm wrong!

My fam give me surprise. First is my mom, she give me a rice cake for delicious ❤️ and the best part of this surprise is when I was on shower the cake she order arrived. So when I'm out of bathroom it's already on dinning table, a coincidence? I don't know but guess not. It's already planned long ago even before I was born 💕

The 2nd, I wasn't expect my mom will order a cake so the past week I was like "I WANT ECLAIR FOR MY BD!!!" Then after breakfast, we go to bakery (Tours Les Jous ❤️) to get me 2 ECLAIR (usually I only got one) and instead of take away the pastry, we dine in them and I had bonus of Green Tea Latte with bubble ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

It maybe cheap for some people but for me it's a huge thing and I feel so blessed.

Another thing that makes me fly is my friend in Uni greet me a happy birthday, first thing in morning. Someone that I never expect will greet me, HAPPY.

But my best friend didn't greet me....

I feel like, why the fuck are u?!?! 😭😭😭😭😭

But let's just think on the bright sight~ I love the rice cake and eclair, oh my love. Today a blessed day.

I still had a thing about greet other people happy birthday since they didn't greet me today. Hft.