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Chapter 4- Alex

Okay, Let me tell you a little about Alex. He was worse than Tyler. Alex is/was so annoying. I’ve never met anyone who could not make up their mind on what they wanted. You must be confused right? Let me tell you what I’m talking about. So a couple of weeks after Tyler and I broke up, I started to talk to Alex again. Alex and I have talked before but that was before Tyler and I started to date. Alex has always annoyed me but I don’t think I’ve ever been annoyed with one person before. Alex has liked me before, he liked me before Tyler and I were dating and he liked me for a little bit when Tyler and I were dating. Then he got himself a girlfriend and left me alone. They didn’t last to long though but I understand why now.

Anyways, so after we broke up, Alex messaged me asking what happened and I told him. We talked a lot, I say about a week after he told me he liked me again. I wasn’t ready for another boyfriend and I told him that. He said he understood and said he would give me time. So I was like alright cool. Well I wasn’t doing so well in one of my classes and he offered to help so I gave him a try. He didn’t even explain things to me he was too busy chatting away about other stuff that I didn’t care about. Then we were just hanging out and he tried to kiss me but I turned away and he got all embarrassed and shit. He called his mom and left. Then later that night he said sorry for making things awkward and blah blah blah. I was like whatever. Then a few days later he was like I still like you and want to go out with you and for some reason I told him I liked him back and thats where it started. He started to get really clingy. Always wanting to skype or hang out with me, or he wanted me to go watch him play a sport. I was getting annoyed. I started to get mean with him but it didn’t push him away, we hung out and he practically begged me to kiss him and in my case I call that force, He asked me out and I said no. that’s what pushed him away. We weren’t right for each other he wanted more than I did, It wasn’t going to work and I knew that and he didn’t. After that he stopped talking to me.

Literally a month later he came back asking how I was. Same thing happened “Oh I still like you can I have another chance” at the time I liked someone else. So I told him no then he got angry with me and left again. A week later he came back saying sorry about how he reacted. I didn’t care, he started to talk to me more after that. He was flirting with me and I was rejecting it then all the sudden he was like oh I like… of course it was my best friend Cece.

Cece and I thought he was just using her to make me jealous but why would I get jealous? I liked someone else and my mind was to that someone. Let’s just say Cece snapped at him and he came back to me I told him I couldn’t help him because it wasn’t about me it was about him and Cece and he stopped talking to me again.

The next time he came back was like 2 or 3 months later and it wasn’t to me, he went to Cece this time. He used Cece once again to get to me. Want to know how I know because he knew if Cece talked to him eventually I would have to talk to him and that’s actually what happen. He once again asked me how me and that guy was, we weren’t talking at the time. Then Alex pulled the I miss you and do you think we can try again bs. I told him no and that i didn’t want to be with him and that he needs to stop this whole run away then come back thing because it’s annoying. Once again he stopped talking to me.

2 weeks later he came saying sorry to Cece and I. We both flipped at him. We were done with him and his little games. He needed to make up his mind on what he wanted. Alex and I fought for a good solid hour, it was at the point where I was done, I couldn’t take it anymore. I told him to stop talking to us and to leave us alone, not to come back and just stop. After that he stopped.

Cece and I went about 6 months, well maybe Cece went longer because he only talked to me. He didn’t talk to Cece. Here’s how this went It was summertime In the month of June, it was a late night, I’d say midnight maybe a little later. I was talking to John because he texted me. A few minutes later my phone went off. I looked at it and I saw his name “Alex.” Now I’m over here freaking out because I thought I was done with him and would no longer have to deal with him and now he is messaging me. So I called Cece at midnight and surprisingly she answered and I started to freak out. I was so angry and Cece was over there laughing, I wanted to punch her. But she also agreed at that it was weird for him to message me at such a late time. She asked me if I opened it to see what it said. I told her no. She told me to open it and I listened. I responded to him. He acted if nothing ever happen. He told me he was with John when we were texting and he started to wonder how I was and decided to message me. Cece was laughing because we all knew this would happen one day and of course it was that day.

Anyways we talked for about a week until the normal thing happened. He kept trying to hang out with me but i obviously didn’t want to hang with him, I didn’t even want to talk to him. He didn’t flirt as bad as he used too until one night. He had to bring up what we “used” to be… btw that was nothing. I never really liked him, I don’t know why I told him I did. I think I was trying to piss off his ex. Which was a total mistake because he got obsessed with me. Anyways let me give you a short phrase of how it went. “I miss you, I miss what we had together.” same thing every time. He say he missed “us” I tell him I don’t care and I don’t miss it he bring up the relationship I tell him I could careless about being in a relationship. Then he brings up the kiss, I tell him it was forced because it was he said it wasn't  we got into a fight and he’s gone.

It’s been 5 months since the last time I talked to him, I think he  finally get that I don’t care about him or what we “had.” If he wanted to be friends he would have stopped bringing up the relationship bull shit and would have acted like my friend. Instead he had to be a freak and go back and forth with me and we always ended up fighting. He just didn’t understand that we weren’t right for each other and I think he may understand it now, but who knows it Alex, He left and gone back how many times? So that’s Alex for ya. Lets go see what Bella does next.