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Chapter 10- The explanation

Shawn and I started to walk back. He said I could get answers but yet its been really quiet. No one is talking we are just walking. It reminded me of when we were walking when this whole thing was starting. I wonder if Shawn will actually give me answers like he said he would. But to be honest most of my answers got answered. Now I just have the questions of why this happened and why she killed them. This trip made no sense, I just don’t get it yes I hate them but why would Bella just kill them? It was just a weird switch. Like She went from killing three boys to going back to be all lovey- dovey with Cameron. Now I have another question of why did she even kill them if she had Cameron? Like why did she have to kill them. I don’t know. I wish I knew why. Shawn looked at me and said “we are turning right at the end of this street.” “Okay, Gps” I laugh. Shawn just looked at me weird. I went back into thinking. It was also weird that Bella told Cameron she was going to kill three people and he was okay with it? Like what? The Cameron I know would never be okay with that. He would probably put you into a mental house because thats pretty crazy. Hate someone doesn’t mean its okay to kill them. In the real world you would sent to jail or mental house if you thought about it but never got to do it but most likely a jail. “Bella.” I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up at Shawn “Yes?” “we are turning now.” I nodded.

 We got to the end of the street and we turned right, for some reason it took longer for us to get the place then to leave because we are on that blank road again where there's nothing but street. It was actually crazy, when we were arriving here it felt like it took a year but this time it took like 2 seconds. Maybe its because we are in the city I don’t know it was just weird. “Why was this shorter than the walk to this place?” I asked Shawn. He looked at me like I had three heads. To be honest I don’t know why he gave me that look. Then he spoke. “Bella’s house was closer to this road then before, it took us longer when we first came here because we were traveling to the Rebel side.” I nodded and then said “so about those answers, Are you ever going to answer them for me because I’m still confused about this whole trip. I see no point to it.” Shawn stopped walking and waited for me to check up with him.

When I got to him we started to walk. Shawn looked at me and said “what questions do you have?” I looked back at him and said “well, what’s the point of this? Why did Bella kill three guys? If she had Cameron why do they matter? and why would she even tell Cameron about killing three guys.” Shawn looked down at the ground and then looked back at me. “I’ll start off with the shorter ones first. Okay Bella told Cameron because she didn’t want to lie to him. She didn’t want him to be concerned what she was doing so she told him he won’t look into it. It matter because the three guys were constantly annoying her and she was getting annoyed and because Cameron knew about the three of them he was also getting annoyed and he wanted to hurt them but Bella knew it was her responsibility to take care of them so she did for her and Cameron.” I looked at him and said “So the point of this is to tell me that she killed them for Cameron?” Shawn shook his head and said “No, The point of this is to show you that you need to let them go and focus on the real person who truly loves you. You need to forget what has happened between the three of them and just move on with your life you can’t hold on to that hatred forever. Its time to forgive and forget. They may have hurt you in ways that you can’t forget or even was just a plan asshole. Its just the time to let go of everything and start new. Start a new relationship with Cameron. He’s the one you truly love and will do anything for. You keep forgiving him because you love him, you fall for him each time because you love him and he loves you. You are just so oblivious to it you would never know. He is your true love. Killing the John, Tyler and Alex is a way to show that they are no longer in your life it killing them off.  Each killing has its own meaning to it. The 8 months with Tyler, he poisoned you with his words. Making you believe things that are not true. Alex drowned you with angry by him using Cece and always coming back telling you he missed you and still liked you. John stabbed you in the back many times.” So the whole point of this is to show me to get over everything that has happened? This actually pissed me off.  We went all this way to show me that I need to get over everything when he could have said it in person. Which would have taken like three seconds. This is the stupidest thing ever. I shook my head. This can’t be real, Shawn wouldn’t waste this time on this to show me that Cameron is my true love and killing three boys to tell me I don’t need them in my life. No. This isn’t the point of this. I don’t believe it. Shawn looked at me and said “Bella what’s on your mind?” “this is bullshit, So pointless all of this, just to tell me I don’t need them and Cameron is my true love. Why go through all of this when you could have just said it in person.” “Bella, you won’t have believed me. You need to see this, this brought out all the hatred to the guys and now you can let go of it. You need this to understand...” I cut him off “understand what? I know I need to drop everything that has happened between them because all it does it make me hate them more. I just don’t care about it anymore. It would have just need easier to tell me in person.” “you can say you don’t care but we all know you did, in the beginning of this trip you were so anxious to see who your true love was and the three hatred were. You were so caught up trying to figure things out. You were also perfectly fine throughout the stages where Bella killed the three guys, Cameron part you were okay with but now that you know the meaning of it you are just angry.  You wanted there to be a different reason to all of this. Maybe this was to show you, you need to talk to Cameron again soon because he’s the one you love. Maybe it was to show you that there time where you need to let go of things, I bet you were hoping something good out of this was going to come out of it. You what there will be you just watch and see you and Cameron can…” all the sudden everything became blurry and the sound of Shawn voice was disappearing. I don’t know what is happening. Everything went white....

Then I woke up.

THE END!