The YouTube Gang (Sequel to Being Different)

Chapter 19- Forgiveness?

Chapter 19- Forgiveness?

Joey's POV

I've been crying in my bed for days. I haven't left my room or talked to Shane.

I wish I could forgive him and have him comfort me but I also want to make him feel the pain I feel.

My heart has been ripped out and stomped on a few thousand times.

I also want to beat the shit out of Sawyer. I will if he tries to come near me or when I feel better.

I hear a knock at the door. Lisa's head pops in. She walks in and sits on the bed next to me.

Lisa: I know it was shocking to find out what he was doing.

Joey: Lisa I don't-

Lisa: Listen for a second. I was probably as shocked as you. I couldn't believe Shane would be the kind of person to do that.

Joey: Maybe he's just a jerk...

Lisa: We both know that's not true. Here. Watch this.

She handed me a laptop with a video. I hit play and watched it.

It was a video of Sawyer trying to get Shane to have sex with him or something.

Joey: What the hell is this?

Lisa: The day you went out with Tyler we set up a camera in Sawyer's room. We saw this. Sawyer was trying to force Shane to have sex with him. Maybe you should try to talk to him and see his side if the story.

Joey: Yeah. Maybe...

Lisa: It won't hurt to talk to him. It doesn't mean you have to get back together with him.

I nodded. She grabbed the laptop and left. I rolled over and grabbed my phone.

Should I call him? I bite my lip and dial his number.

Shane: Hi Joey.

Joey: Hi.

Shane: How are you?

Joey: I'm still very angry at you.

Shane: Then why did you call?

Joey: Lisa told me I should ask for your side of the story.

Shane: Well I'm not gonna lie to you. So at first when Sawyer was trying to seduce me I was against it because I was with you and I was very happy. But he eventually he did seduce me and I went along with it because he made me feel good.

Joey: W-what about me? Is he better than me?

Shane: Let me finish the story. I felt bad after what we did because I knew I wasn't supposed to be doing that with him. I wanted to stop but he just kept pulling me back in. I'm totally guilty of cheating Joey but I want you to know one thing.

Joey: What?

Shane: I never went to Sawyer. He came to me.

And then he hung up. I sighed and set my phone back down.

He never went up to Sawyer and said "Hey have sex with me"?

That makes me feel better but he still did it. Ugh. I don't know what to do.

I bury my face in my pillows. I want to cuddle with Shane but I can't always forgive him so easily.

I screamed into the pillow.

I want Shane back. It can't be wrong to forgive him now right? It's been 4 days.

I don't know.

Let's see how I feel after I kick Sawyer's ass.