The YouTube Gang (Sequel to Being Different)

Chapter 18- Heartbreak

Chapter 18- Heartbreak

Joey's POV

Joey: Tell me what?

Everyone was silent. I waited for an answer. Shane stood up and slowly walked over to me. I started to feel scared.

Shane: Joey... I love you so so very much...

Joey: Yeah?

Shane: I need to tell you this. I feel horrible for lying about this before-

Oh my god...

Joey: No... Shane please...

My eyes started watering. Shane looked guilty. I knew I was gonna cry.

Shane: I've been cheating on you with Sawyer for over a month.

Joey: No...

I buried my face in my hands and fell to the floor. I started crying. Shane sat next to me.

Shane: Joey-

Now I was angry. My heart hurt so much. I wish I could make him feel the pain I'm feeling right now.

I feel like I've been stabbed in my heart.

Joey: HOW COULD YOU?! YOU ASSHOLE!

I started sobbing and shouting at him. Then I decided I'd make him feel the pain I did. I jumped forward and started punching him but Tyler grabbed me and dragged me away.

Joey: I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU SHANE! I HATE YOU!

It hurt me to say that but I wanted him to feel the pain I felt.

Shane: Joey please-

You know what, I don't even want to see that asshole's face.

Joey: MOVE OUT! LEAVE! GO AWAY! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!

Tyler: Shane...

Shane: No. It's ok. I'm sorry Joey.

Everyone went quiet except for me because I continued to cry. Shane walked upstairs. When he came back down he had a suitcase.

Meghan: You're actually leaving?

Shane: He wants me to leave so I'm leaving.

Ingrid: Don't go.

Joey: Leave already!

I just wanted him out of my life right now. He walked to the door and left without saying anything else.

After he was gone, my anger disappeared. I just curled up into a ball cried my heart out.

Tyler and Luke kept trying to get me to sit up but I didn't want to. Eventually they picked me up and carried me to my room.

When they left I started throwing Shane's things. Anything around me I threw. His clothes, his notebook he made for me back in high school, and even his camera.

After that I felt like I couldn't cry anymore. I curled up under the covers and fell asleep.