Tainted heart!

Hey!

"Hey" is all i typed and without thinking any further i press that send button. Well, in those days (geez, i feel old) you couldn't really tell if someone's ignoring you or they aren't actually online. He literally had 7k followers. All species of girls were there in his list. "Why the hell would he reply you" my subconcious kept on reminding me but all those thoughts were knocked back when he replied with a hi and a smiley emoji. *dances internally*

How dumb could i be cause I was freaking blank after that as I had no clue what to say next. Every word or sentence either sounded too cheesy or too rude. Damnit my overthinking  brain. My head was filled with what will i ask or how will i take the conversation further cause it didn't seem a good time to ask about his blogs on the very first day. But now there was no turning back, i knew i had to to say something. Luckily he sensed my awkwardness and took the lead.
We had a small session of question and anwer. He asked me where i was from and on knowing my hometown he seemed more interested as we belonged from same place. "Coincidence" was what my right senses were saying. And the other...oh well, they imagined our children  growing in that town. But could i be that lucky? Oh hell no, he wasn't in town  rather in a totally different country for his bachelors.

I didn't want him to think me as one of those clingy girl who would keep on texting again and again just because he was polite so i made my mind not to get into a conversation until and unless he decides to. We all have that gut feeling inside us right? I too had a gut feeling that we might get to know eachother more. My feelings turned into reality when he messeged me after two days.

"Lost?" his messege read. Oh.my.god. This man who looks dropdead gorgeous messeged me. I know i know, i am being a little dramatic here but it was him who seemed interested which made me way too happier than i should actually be.

"It isn't easy to get lost at least for someone who doesn't go out of their house much" i replied back. Within seconds i got his reply. I don't know when time passed by but we were continuously chatting for 4hours. Deep down i knew it wasn't just for a day or weeks but i was unaware that the destiny had planned something so beautiful yet devastating for us or at least for me.