Jokes // m.c

Kidnap.

Hey guys. I am updating now because I got the laptop taken away since last Monday and now I got it. Whoopee. I am stressing out with school. I am having some low grades and if I don't keep them up I am going to be homeschooled. I sort of like the idea if it because I get to stay home and sleep and all, but I need my friends around me and to be outside, also what about my boyfriend. So I don't know. Also I am getting yelled at more by my mom. She blames me for the stuff she does wrong. She then told me I was worthless and I am wasting my time making stories and that I should focus on my future. She slapped me and I finally snapped at her on Friday. I told her this, "I just can't wait till I am eighteen so I can get away from you and this hell hole. I am sick and tired of you doing this to me, treating me like crap for years making me feel like I should kill myself. You are acting just like my dad." I told her crying and screaming at her face. She hasn't talked to me since. She is just quiet. And the worse part is, her birthday was on Saturday and our argument was Friday. Great life of mine isn't it.? Anyways, sorry to tell you about my boring ass life. Enjoy this update. Byee xx 

Rebecca's POV:

We walk in the empty building, everyone feeling depressed. I wonder when Luke is going to wake up. I thought I was going to kill myself. My neck stings from the pain when Michael was choking me just a few days ago. My back  is killing me, I have a big bruise on my cheek, and I have a massive headache making me want to shoot myself. "Rebecca do you mind helping Ashton up the stairs.?" Michael asks. "No I don't." I say. I am in so much pain right now, I can't even lift myself up. Everything hurts and I feel worse mentally. I help Ashton up the stairs slowly wanting to cry. I hate this. Everyone is hurt and in pain, and also Luke isn't here. We make it up to Ashton's room passing by the broken door of Luke's room. "Ashton do you mind if we talk.?" I say my voice cracking almost bursting into tears once I shut the door. "Of course." he says softly. I help him lay on his bed softly, once he is down and sit up I begin  to sob. "I hate this.!! Luke was almost going to die, everyone is being abused and is in pain, and I am depressed like I was before at my house." I sob. "Michael used to be my best friend and I used to trust him, now I am scared of him. Me and Luke used to be together and now we are broken up and he is now in a coma for who knows how long. And I am in love with Calum, Luke, and Michael." I scream. Shit. "Ohh my god." I say under my breath. 

Michael's POV:

Did she just say she loves me.? I lean off of the door and can feel my whole face flush. Why would she love me, and she also doesn't trust me.? I knock lightly on the door, but open it anyway. "I have a new mission. Ashton you are excused until you are better, for now it is just me, Rebecca, and Calum doing the missions and massacres." I say. Rebecca whips her wet cheeks quickly and walks out of the door. "I know you heard everything." Ashton mouths. I nod lightly and frown. I close the door and walk down the stairs with Rebecca. I can see all the damage I did to her, and can feel my stomach start to hurt. All the screaming she did was real, my finger marks of when I was choking her, the bruise I gave her punching her, and how she limps from when I dropped her on the floor. What is wrong with me.? We walk to the table where Calum is smoking a cigarette. "I have a mission for us. Our mission, is to kidnap another clown." I say. "We are going to replace Ashton and Luke.?" Rebecca says, her voice rising. "No, she will still be with us when they get better and when Luke wakes up."  I trail off. "I need your help with it mostly." I say pointing at Rebecca. 

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sorry I made it short, I am just tired and I have alot going on in my head right now.

love you guys.

Byee xx