MY POSSESSIVE ALPHA MATE(EDITING)

CHAPTER 29- This feeling is so wrong yet so right.

KISS ME- ED SHEERAN

MELISSA'S POV

I woke up to  the sound of birds chirping. I opened my eyes, but closed it immediately as the sun was shining too bright. I rubbed my eyes and looked at the hand wrapped around my waist. I turned around to find Nathan nuzzling to me. "Nathan" I whispered and tried to wake him up. "Nate" I shook him a little. He groaned, "Go to sleep babe. It's too early to wake up." He wrapped his hand tighter around my waist making me feel giddy. 

I turned around in his arms to face him. "Nathan wake up. We need to go and meet Cristy and Cayden." I said shaking him a little. "Five minutes. Give me five minutes." He said burying his face in my chest. I could feel the heat rising to my face. I bet that i look like a tomato right now. His slow tickled me, but i didn't move. I don't know what got into me, but i wrapped my arms around him and let him sleep while i rubbed his back slowly. 

What the hell is happening to me? I always feel giddy whenever i'm near Nathan, but this is different. Now i feel like i'm complete. Like he completes me. Am i falling? For Nathan? Again? "NO. That's not happening. Go to mate. Go back to Mason. I need Xavier and you need Mason. He's our real mate not Nathan. I know Mason cheated, but everybody deserves a second chance. Go back to him." Sierra said. "No we can't go back. I'm going to get the hell out of here when i graduate and nothings changing my mind. Its not only your decission to make. It's mine too and i choose to go to college and never come back. I can't fall for anyone. love is for cowards. It only brings pain and nothing else." I said and jumped off the couch making Nathan fall. 

"Oww. What was that for?" Nathan asked rubbing his head. " Nathan this can't happen. I can't fall in love. Promise me." I grabbed his hands. "Promise me that we'll never cross the line of friendship. We'll never fall for each other." He took his hand out of mine and looked down. He looked like he was in pain. He slowly looked up and came closer to me. He took my face in his hands. "Its too late Mel 'cause that's exactly what happened. I'm in love with you Melissa. And i'm sorry but i'll do nothing to stop this feeling 'cause this is the best feeling that i've ever had." 

I look into his eyes to find them filled with love. "I've been in love with you since the first day i saw you. I-It just took o-one look to make me fall in love. I know that i'm not perfect or good. I know that i've done big misakes in my life. and i regret them. I wish i can take back what i did to you, but i can't Mel. I'm sorry for everything. You've been driving me crazy since i saw you. My heart flutter at the sound of your laughter. I love the way your nose crinkles whenever you're lying and the way you blonde hair floats. I love everything about you." He took a deep breath and dropped his hands. Nathan loved me since the first day we met? He never told me that before. 

"I've tried o stop these feeling as i knew that you had a mate, but i can't. I swear i've tried, but i just can't stop loving you. It hurts me whenever  see you with him, but i try to hide it with a smile. I just want you to be happy. And if me going away makes you happy then that's what i'll do." He said. He looked down and whispered. "You're so beautiful Mel. I love you babygirl." He slowly moved down and gently kissed me on the lips. I felt saprks and fireworks. i felt loved and cherished. I only feel like this when Mason kisses me. What is happening to me?

He pulled away with his forehead on mine. "Good bye Mel." He kissed my temple and started walking away. It heart shattered more and more with every step that he took. Then i realised something. I'm in love with Nathan. I've been in love with him all along and i can't stay away from him. I love him and i don't think that that's good.

NATHAN'S POV

I lost everything. I lost my Mel.The love of my life. I felt a tear rolled down my face a i was walking away.  "Nathan" I heard Mel's voice yell.Mel? Why is she calling me? I turned around only to be crushed in a hug. Mel wrapped her arms around me and burried her face in my chest. She was crying. "I-I love you too. Please don't go away. I love you. I never even realised that i was in love with you. Please don't go. I need you. I love yoou so much."  I never thought that i would those words from her. 

I felt like i was flying. Did i just hear correct? Mel loves me. I looked down at the girl who was cuddled against my chest crying. This is the same girl that i met in kindergarten. The same girl i've been love with since then. My first friend. My skittles girl. My Melissa.

I wrap my arms around her and hold her as tight as possible. I feel tears of happiness roll down my eyes. Oh,I love her so much. " I love you Mel." I say burrying my face in her soft hair. This feeling so wrong yet so right.

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SEEE YA