I Dont Deserve You.....(Ceasar Diaz Fan Fic)

Not the couch part 2

A/N:hey there guys!I wanna reccomend some fan fic if you like the movie the dirt.Its called "Based off The Dirt-Nikki Sixx motley crew fan fic"by coolranchmoose.Its really good.Five star and ten out of ten.Now back to the story.

I cry into ceasars arms.He lifts my head gently."Its not your fault"he sais protectivly as he pats my back.I need him.But I dont deserve him.He is my addiction.No matter how hard I try to stay away I cant.Its almost impossible.I pick my head up and look him in the eyes."I-I love you"I say softly as I wipe the tears.He wraps his arms around me.I dont deserve someone to care this much."I love you to"he sais gently.We stand there for a second looking into eachothers eyes.This time he steps forward as we stand in the dark hallway.I press my lips against his.And he begins to collide his with mine.I put my arms around his neck as he lifts me up.He pushes me into the room.And leans me against the bed..Our breath begins to mix deep and heavy.We gently kiss  slowly at first untill ceasar begins to push his mouth on top of mine harder and we begin to move faster.He pushes his hands underneath my shirt and begins to trace my back making my back arc against the mattress.He begins to lift it slowly.And once he gets it of he moves to my neck.He moves my hair behind my ear as he starts sucking on my neck.Leaving a warm sensation all over my body.I gasp quietly.He presses his lips on my neck gently and I look at him as I remove his shirt quickly.He hovers over me as we kiss .And as we do ceasar gently wraps his arms around my waist.He slowly moves his hands downwards to my legs and between kisses he pushes down my pants leaving me in my black lacey undergarments.And we collide hands as we tug his pants off.My breath becomes unstable.He gulps slowly.He wispears in my ears "Are you sure you want this?"he sais genuinely.I look up and stop.I always had a plan to save myself for marriage.I look at him pitty in my eyes "Please dont be mad"I say softly.He looks in my eyes."Is it okay if I ask why?"he sais curiously.I nod "I may not be the best person but I want to keep my virginty for my husband".He nods "I understand"he sais and he looks at me with a wierd look in his eyes."What?"I say curiously."Maby we can fix that" he sais.And I look at him mystified until it hits me.Is he suggesting marriage?Well he hasnt proposed yet so I dont know.We are not even offically dating yet.And we are way to young.I begin to think about as he cuddles me and I fall asleep.And yes I know I broke my promise of sleeping on the couch.Cause this definitely is not the couch.

Thnx for reading.Sorry for leaving you guys hanging.I know I havent written in awhile ive just been super busy.Anyways hoped you liked this chapter.Even though I probaly suck at writing.LOL.Please comment if you have any ideas for the stories or if you noticed any spelling mistakes I made.XoXo,bye my lil roses.