I Dont Deserve You.....(Ceasar Diaz Fan Fic)

Isolation-Seperation of oneself from the outside world or a group of people

The door swings open and I enter a room full of curious eyes as ceasar shuts the door behind me.I take a seat beside a sweet looking abuela and say hi.I turn around to see were ceasar gos and he sits by a pretty mixed girl."Everyone this Rosa but call her flamez shez living with me and oskar".Everyone sais hi and introduces themselves.A kid in a elbow cast named ruby,the pretty mixed girl is monse,A tall nerdy boy named jamal and the sweet abuelita . All of the sudden oskar starts blowing up my phone.And monse looks over."Are you in saintz ?"she asked curiously."Yes actually i play a very important role"."That must be........ different" She replies with an expressionless look on her face.I look over at the two all cuddled up and feel a tingle of jealousy."So are you guys a thing or something" I ask with a curious expression."Are we that obvious?"She giggles.I look over to ceasar and notice a look of wanting to say something more.I ask monse if she wants to hang out in her room for girl talk and she replies yes so we head to her room.We joked and laughed and played truth or dare.And when it was getting late as we said our goodbyes I knew that me and monse were gonna be best freinds.

Back at oskars place....
      "Thanks for stealing my girlfreind the whole time"ceasar jokes
"I dont know you didnt seem to worried about her"I retorted with a smirk. "I mean we are kinda off and on" he explains."oh"I say secretly celebrating.

That night i had another dream.Max and me kissing then he laughs and beats me as he pushes me away.Then It gets to the worse part.The sound of sirens and gunshots blister through my ears like crashing dishes as I turn over to see my disapointed parents get shot by my ex as they die I hear voices telling me its all my fault.

I awake with Ceasar standing over me asking if im okay.I realize im screaming and stop myself.I reply with scilence and run to the bathroom sobbing.Why did I even try flirting with this boy it will just end up the same as max.Ceasar knocks on the door as he yells "you cant shut everyone else just because of whatever pain your hiding".I leave the bathroom and look him in the eyes.And as im looking at him I notice his shirt is off and his sweaty hard rock sixpack is within view.I look him up and down.I decide to look away and I ask him if I can trust him.He replies with a short yes.So I go sit next to him on his bed and begin to tell him the story if how it all went down....

A/N:This story is starting to get spicy.Trust me my lil roses.Comment on any ideas or mistakes and please vote.Thnx.Bye.