In February they released their new album, and they were very busy to practice for the comeback. They had to keep in touch with the ARMY as well and visited lots of shows. Tae and Jungkook secretly show each other the "ILY" sign they agreed to show each other. It almost became a game between the two. Free time was very rare. If they are wasn't to tired, Jungkook also needed space and to be alone from time to time. Most of the time, they acted like really close friends, played, fought and teased one another. They were still teenagers after all. Jungkook tried to learn playing the guitar, and tae tried to compose. Mostly they enjoyed subtle things. Taehyung liked to give Jungkooks ears a massage, what Jungkook liked a lot. When they could, they watched the full moon together or holding hands secretly. To kiss was the most difficult. Sometimes in the night, often secretly in the bathroom or on another place. They liked to touch each other, but they didn't get more intimate. Jungkook still loved to taking pictures of Taehyung. It worked out somehow. Tae felt fragile and weak when it comes to Jungkook, Jungkook felt strong next to Taehyung. They completed each other perfectly. Taehyung struggled with his voice. He thought that his voice is weak and ugly. He admired Jungkooks clear and strong voice. Because of this, Taehyung once left the recording studio, after he missed his part to sing the sixth time. Jungkook fallowed him. "Hey, Tae! Wait!" Taehyung was sitting frustrated on the floor. "I'm sorry...I just can't sing. My voice sounds terrible!" "What are you talking about? You have a wonderful voice. You got soul. Please have faith in your voice!" Taehyung looked up. "You really think?" "I love your voice!" Taehyung was smiling shyly. "Are you honest with me?" "Of course." Jungkook looked quickly around and went down to his knees. He kissed Tae quickly on his lips. "Kookie...we could get caught!" "I can't help it. I hate it when your sad. Please be happy again. You have so much feelings in your voice. Please, sing for me." He stroked his cheek. Tae got red. "Really, Kookie, you're getting me down..."So, you're going to sing for me?" "It would be an honor for me. But since when did you became this mature?" "Since I'm with you", he said shrugging. "Aww....you're so cute! Ok, let's go." Taehyung really sang better than before, what left the others amazed. "What have you done with him, Jungkook?" J-hope asked. Jungkook just smiled and looked shyly to Taehyung, who looked grateful at him. RM watched them more closely. Taehyung noticed and talked to Jungkook. "Kookie, we need to be careful. RM is watching us. He draws suspicion. We need to be clever when we want to hide it longer." "What are you suggesting?" "Let us spend time with the others more often. Even in fee time. It would be good for the group. Get some friends in school. Strive for relationships." "And what about us?" "We are so much together. It's not noticeable." "But nobody knows it..." "And we should keep it a secret. And....i almost forgot....but Jimin knows..." "What?! Do you told him?" "Please calm down! Don't get loud! When we were not together, I talked with him about my feelings. And later he noticed us holding hands in the van. He talked to me about it. He is a good friend. He does not continue to tell." "I don't know what to think about it..." "Please don't be mad..!" Jungkook walked away disappointed. Taehyung stopped sadly, but decide to follow him. "Kookie!" "Leave me alone!" He went straight to J-hope, who doesn't know what happened but hugged him with one arm. "Are you sad?" Jungkook nodded. "What's wrong?" Jungkook shook his head. "You don't want to tell me?" "No." J-hope generous as he was, didn't asked more, and just stroke his back while sitting with him on the couch. As Taehyung came and saw, he went back.
He went to Jimin and told him what happened. "Don't worry, he will calm down soon. It's normal to have a fight from time to time." "I'm so upset...." Taehyung cuddled with his Plushies, looking sad to Jimin. Not long after that, Jungkook entered the room. Taehyung looked surprised. Jungkook slowly closed the door. "We need to talk." Jimin stood up to leave, but Jungkook holding him back. "You too." Jimin sat back next to Taehyung on the bed. Jungkook inhales a lot of air. "You know it, right?" Jimin nodded. "Yep." "Is it weird?" "Somehow it is, but it's not at the same time. It's so naturally how you two behave with one another, like it's the only possible thing in the world." "Is it visible?" "It's visible that you two are close." Taehyung and Jungkook look at one another. Only now he noticed Tae's tearful face. He sits between Tae and Jimin, who gives him a smile. Jungkook kissed his cheek, which tasted salty from tears. " "Don't cry, baby." Jimin chuckles. "That's really cute!" Jungkook hugged Tae. "We need to do something. I really want everyone to know about us, but not yet. We need to keep it a secret as long as possible." Taehyung was smiling, since Jungkook was holding him tight. But his voice sounded serious. Jimin said:"What about if we making this the norm? Other idols do it too. I'm going to hug you a lot too." "But we do this anyway. Brotherly." "Yes, but I mean more intense. Bromance like. A little bit erotic. Jungkook pulled Tae away from Jimin. "Don't you dare touching him...!" Jimin laughed. Taehyung too. "Why not? When we are tender with everybody we could hide and protect our secret. It is less noticeable." "I don't know", Jungkook said uncomfortable. It would be like fanservice. Yes, this idea is good!" Jungkook chuckled nervously. "Let us be more free, Jungkook! More open! Like I mentioned before. We should enjoy life independently. Could you make it?" "I could try...."
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Secret Love - A Taekook ff (English version)
FanficTae and Jungkook are telling how they fell in love and had to hide their love. The story is a fanfiction, but with chronological moments that truly happend. Please be nice, since it is the first story i'm writing in english and english is not my fir...