i've never had to fight so hard to love someone
but i've never had someone fight so hard to love me
and it feels safe. 
it feels mutual. 
                              i feel loved. i feel like maybe i could be worth all this effort, all this arguing, all this therapy, all this hard work.
                              we're going to get back to how it was. 
we're going to be okay
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  