Shawn Mendes imagines.

Señorita

*Imagine you are the female singer in the señorita music video and you have a crush on Shawn*

Once filming the part where you two are almost kissing was a little easy but awkward because everybody knows that you have a crush on Shawn but they also know that you two are very close friends, after rewatching the part where you and Shawn are very close you start zoning out thinking what if I was together with Shawn you were day dreaming so much that you didn't notice Shawn waving his hands in front of you "Come on we're about to shoot the next scene" he said happily you just shook your head to lost in your own world "You okay?" He asked confused "Yeah it's just, never mind, let's go!" You shout excitedly and start running towards the set with Shawn speeding up behind you but sadly Shawn and you were yelled at "Hey Y/n and Shawn please don't run on set!" The producer for the music video yelled so you stop and sit down while laughing.

After shooting the next part it was already eleven so they called it a day you went over to the seat that had your bag and put your phone in then started walking to your car "Hey! Y/n! Where are you going!" You turned around and there was Shawn with his jacket and keys "Uh I'm g-going home" You stuttered nervously you thought maybe he was asking you out but You sighed knowing you never had a chance "Um I wanted to ask if you um if you had my phone?" He scratched the back of his neck you sighed tears welling in your eyes "No I don't" you said simply and got in your car then drove home while silently crying.

Your thinking about life sitting on you bed and crying again you hear your doorbell ring meaning someone's at your door so you get up to answer it you open it to see Shawn "Hey why are you here?" You said quietly while staring at the ground "Um I was wait have you been crying?" He lifted your head up and gasped at the sight at your red eyes and tear stained face "Oh my god what's wrong?" He said hugging you, you were shocked for a second but then snuggled into his warmth and cried more "Come on tell me what's wrong" he said ushering you to tell him "I want someone to have and to hold and to call mine" you tell him lying slightly I mean most of it's true but you don't want just someone you want Shawn "It's ok you're an amazing person I'm sure you're gonna find someone who sees that" he says calming you a little that's it you're gonna tell him you need to "Shawn don't you get it" you paused and backed away a little then continued "Shawn I don't want just someone I want you you're the person I want to hold to call mine to kiss and rant too cause I talk a lot then after my rant you tell me to sit with you and we cuddle and I calm down cause you're telling me it's gonna be ok" you say and can't help but feel relieved that you got that off you're chest you come back to reality and look at Shawn he looks shocked "And you know what it's ok if you don't feel the same way I won't be offended we can still be friends if you don't feel awkward I will never push you away just because I love you" you said confidently but he still looked stunned "Um Shawn you can leave if you want I'll be fine I'll call you tomorrow" he looked up "Um yeah I'll talk to you tomorrow" before he left he said "I'm sorry" you shook your head understanding he left and you sat down on your bed and slowly fell asleep.

You woke up and got ready for set you were pretty nervous since last nights occurrence but you made the feeling subside and continued getting ready, getting to the studio was easy but at the studio was awkward since Shawn was there and it was way more awkward then you thought but you carried on doing all the scenes it was heart breaking when you two danced you knew that this was probably the last time he held you close, once done you sat in the bathroom and cried a little you fixed you face and walked out feeling no emotions.

Walking to your car you hear the director calling you "Y/n what's wrong you've kinda been out of it today what's going on you? You van tell me" You told him everything "Well last night I admitted my feelings toward Shawn but he doesn't feel the same way so I think after this I'm gonna leave for a while to Colorado to just think of my life and what it's worth" you say really heart felt he looked astounded "Ok I'm sorry just dont make any harsh decisions like suicide ok" he says feeling sorry you didn't feel the painful tears running down your cheeks "Goodbye I'll be back tomorrow to say farewell and please text me the video once it's done with editing I'm very grateful of the work you put in" you were full on sobbing "I'm sorry bye" you got home within a matter of minutes and laid down contemplating on if you should tell Shawn you're leaving but in the end decided not too so you drifted too dreams.

Arriving on set you were sick to your stomach you went in and hugged everybody you were early so Shawn wasn't there yet after saying goodbye you go to your car unfortunately Shawn knocked on the car door you opened unwillingly "Hey why are you leaving their editing don't you want to be there while they piece together the music video" you sighed "No I'm actually leaving I just don't think there's anything left for me in Canada" you say blandly he frowned "Look If this is because you liking me you don't have to leave I'm sorry for not feeling the same towards you but we can still be friends it doesn't have to be awkward" he stated "I'm sorry I thought I would be ok but to be completely honest I feel awful please don't feel like this is you're fault it's not I just want to get away for a while and rethink things" he was takin aback by you're words "Um ok I guess I'll see you later" you thought before this we were best friends now he's hardly trying to make me stay he doesn't love me I thought it would be ok but a part of me died when he stood there shocked after telling him I loved him "Goodbye Shawn I know you won't say it back but I love you and I'll never stop no matter what happens I'll still love you and I'm never gonna find someone who treats me like you" you smiled slightly and went to drive but was stopped by Shawn "I do love you" those words made your heart jump but hurt a little knowing he means as a friend and with that you drove off.

Hey I'm gonna do about 23 all together then end it since I'm gonna restart my book then post some ok kinda k bye love you guys. Btw I'm sorry I haven't posted in like over a week I've just been insanely lazy and tbh tired but good thing I'm getting started on making my horror book WIND CHIMES also I'm redoing my THE LIFE OF COURTNEY STYLESTON I made a couple drafts but I hate it so I'm deleting and rewriting this time I'm gonna post some after I write and edit where as last time I wanted to post like ten at a time but it's too much anyway bye.

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