Hell or Heaven ❦ [𝑫𝑳]

⁹• The Night Before (Part 3)

(Really freaking long chapter)

Ninth Chapter
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The Night Before
(Part Three)

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This was torture. Real. Torture.

I have no idea how many minutes have passed. All I know is I've been walking and walking in these long corridors. I turned left and right, not stopping to breathe at all. Despite feeling so weak and nauseous.

I've been leaning my body against the wall as I go. To be honest, I am too tired and too weak to walk. I'm quite proud and surprised at myself since I can still stand. I can still walk.

The stinging in my neck hasn't subsided at all. It's really hard for me to breathe. I've been coughing for quite a bit for the past minutes. I know it will give away my location, but who cares? My neck hurts, my throat hurts, and my head hurts too! I should've pretended to faint! Although, if I did, the triplets might do something much more horrific. Laito and Ayato had done who knows what while I was asleep earlier. I had like a hundred bitemarks when I woke up.

"I want to sleep..." I murmured to myself. I have no idea what time is it already. My eyes feel heavy too. To think I'm playing the deer while those guys play as lions. I could've been resting but Laito had to make such a stupid game!

How could Laito suggest such a thing? Does he hate me or what? And those two! How could they agree with everything immediately! They won't even think about my state! I look like a blind, slow zombie walking here! What's left is for me is to make "bluurgh" (zombie) sounds!

I'm tired!

I paused for a moment as I felt the dizziness kicking in. I leaned my body and the wall and let it slide down. My vision was spinning and I felt like I want to vomit then sleep. It may sound disgusting, but that's what I really want to do right now.

I wonder... Why couldn't I hate them... Even though they did a lot of horrific things to me. Why couldn't I have the strength to be angry with them. Annoyed, most of the time. Upset, sometimes. But hate? I don't know but I just couldn't. Anger? How do you know that you're feeling that actually? I have never been angry in my life, as far as I could remember. I'm always just...hurt. Disappointed. But I'll continue to try to understand them. No matter how hurt I am...

"Seriously." As if like a switch, all of those feelings were immediately turned to fear. I slowly turned my head and found scrutinizing eyes looking down at me.