Hell or Heaven ❦ [𝑫𝑳]

¹¹• The Illusion

Eleventh Chapter
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The Illusion

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Two weeks have passed since I went to Kanato's secret room and saw Subaru's smile. It didn't make me 'giddy', I was actually just shocked. I never saw him smile. He always looks like he's so angry with the world, no offence. His smile looked very sad though, like a defeated one.

After smiling at me, he patted my head and disappeared. I just stared into space for like minutes before I prepared to sleep.

Ever since that day, Subaru has always tried to be with me. The others were quite, well, confused and curious why we are suddenly close with each other. Shu doesn't care. Sometimes when I wander around in my free time, they both will come and join me. We usually just sit in the music room.

There was this one night, where Shu drank my blood and Subaru got really annoyed with him and started yapping. Shu doesn't mind, he calls Subaru childish. They're kinda adorable, to be honest. They look like real brothers for some reason.

With the others, I guess we're all fine. They still drink my blood, I still let them drink my blood. Nothing new. But Ayato has been complaining a lot because Subaru, as he put it, is like a tail of mine. Because every time he tries to drink my blood at school, Subaru will suddenly come to save me. Ayato can only drink my blood if his youngest brother is ordered by Reiji to return to his class.

While in the mansion, I just often stay in my room or hang around Yui's. I told her about what happened, and she was glad that nothing happened to me. Though I didn't tell her about how Subaru kissed me to make me snap out of it. Sometimes when I just laze around my bedroom, Kanato, Laito, or Ayato, or all three of them, will come inside. We'll either talk about something, they'll tease, or drink my blood. When they will drink my blood, sometimes Reiji and Subaru will come and prevent them from continuing or from starting. Which irritate the triplets very much.

I don't really mind Subaru being around me, I find him really cute. He's like a little brother. But little brothers don't roughly kiss their sisters on the lips, so I'm in a pinch. Though, I do hope that Subaru can have some time for himself and focus on his study. I mean, I don't want to be the reason why he's always cutting classes. We sometimes argue about that, when I'm on my free time and he suddenly will appear, but his class is still ongoing. I will request him to return, sometimes he'll follow but most of the time, he won't. It's not that I don't want him near me all the time... It's just that, I feel like there's something going on.

Right now, we're currently on our way home. I'm sitting between Laito and Ayato, to Subaru's annoyance. The twins pulled me towards them and I couldn't do anything about it since Subaru came last. With Laito on the corner, me next to him, and Ayato next to me, beside him is Shu, then Subaru, Yui, Kanato and Reiji. While Ayato has his arm extended over my shoulder, Laito has linked our hands together.