CHAPTER 4

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Nadine POV

It's all mess

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It's all mess. I've mess everything. I shouldn't leave that day. I should've just said yes, but am I? Did I ever love him? I do think about him, even when I know that he'll come to my sister's wedding, it'd excited me. Now, I'll work permanently in this town, maybe another 2-4 years which mean I can still meet him as long as he stay.

I've tried to call him, but he didn't answer, and when I chat him to tell sorry, he's just replies with "it's ok". I know, he's hurt. The others day, I had keep busy myself with school stuff.

It's now Friday again. Mom and dad will not be home till Sunday. They want to visit our grams.

"I miss my Sammy."

"I didn't know that you do love him that much," Amel went inside and sit on the bed.

"What? Did I say it out aloud?" I covered my mouth.

"I can hear it from the door, so, yeah. What's wrong? I thought you two did good. Aren't you?" she asks me.

"Ermmmm...wait,... ALEX.... ALEX! ALEX!" I shout until he's come but one creature call Ora also joins him.

"What?" Alex and Ora both asks.
"Why are you here? I didn't call you. Aren't you go out with your boyfriend" I say to Ora.

"Plan changed. He's busy. Why'd you sound so jealous? Oh, wait, yeah, you must be lonely, right?" I ignored but then Ora continue. "Why did everyone are here? Something fishy," she said while meet eyes with each of us.

"I think Ora needs to know. Sooner or later, she'll know," Amel said to me.

"Know what?" Ora furrows her brows.

"Hurm...I...I know Samuel Harley more than just your friend," I states.

"What do you mean by that?"

From the meet at the hospital till Sam lost contacts with me, I have told everything. Ora not too shock, she said that sometimes she had suspect that Sam had a thing with me since he always ask about me. But she never expects that me and Sam would interact behind everyone backs.

"Do you love him? What are you guys actually? I don't think you guys date, or do you? But you guys had kiss, at the first meet. Fast indeed," Ora asks and end with laugh.

"That kiss is a force," Alex stated.

"But she did kiss him back. why is it?" Amel questions me.

"I thought he recognize me, from the hospital's meet. I just thought maybe...maybe it could be like....." I hesitate to say my last sentence.

"Love at first sight," Ora continue my words.

"If he does love you, he will not still having crush with Ora," Alex protests.

"It's what we called mixed feeling, Lil Bro," Amel said to Alex.

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