[BL] I Picked up a Husband While Trying To Become An Author

Story 4 -END

"Strip."

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"..." Ming Yu didn't know how to react to either of them.

Xu Wan Zhe didn't wait for him and pulled his shirt open not minding the buttons flying off their seams. His hands wandered around his lover's body and Ming Yu shivered from the cold touch, the hands were freezing.

Ming Yu gazed at Xu Wan Zhe's upset face and realized that he probably gave him a huge fright to the point that his hands turned cold from anxiousness. Understanding this, Xu Wan Zhe's fearful words replayed in his mind.

Ah Yu. . . I never told you this but since the time I almost lost you. . . the despair I felt since then had been hunting me all this time. . .

"..."

Stay where I can reach you. If not, I might just break.

"..."

Ming Yu reached out, resting his hand on Xu Wan Zhe's face, pulling all his attention to him. Xu Wan Zhe raised a brow, wondering what it was about yet the anxiousness didn't fade from his eyes and they wandered yet again Ming Yu's neck, frowning at the red mark caused by a rough  grip.

In this distance, his lover's expression was easy to understand. There was anger, worry, a tint of regret.

All of these was because of him, because he treasures him dearly.

This made Ming Yu happy yet it was still a look that he didn't like.

Xu Wan Zhe was about to take the hand away to dutifully check on Ming Yu's back when Ming Yu suddenly leaned in and tenderly kissed him.

"I'm fine ... so look at me."

Xu Wan Zhe felt a light thump on his chest yet it was again overwhelmed by fear as his head kept showing him scenes of Ming Yu getting hurt, even overlapping to the time when he was Li Jun, reminding him of Ming Yu's beaten state for he wasn't there to protect him.

He closed his eyes and his body trembled. He shook his head yet the damn haunting memories wasn't fading away.

Ming Yu pulled his lover into his embrace letting his temperature and scent comfort him. He rained down kisses on his neck, whispered comforting words on his ear and gently ruffled his hair. 

He doesn't know what was going on inside Xu Wan Zhe's mind but it was simple to tell that they weren't good. And his recklessness caused this.

"Im fine. Wan Zhe, i'm here for you ..."

Ming Yu felt the tightened shoulders relax and the trembling lowering in intensity. This was a good sign so he patiently waited till his lover gathered his composure again.

"I'm sorry .... i'm sorry ..."

"You did nothing wrong ..."

"I'm sorry ..."

"..."

It felt as if Xu Wan Zhe was stuck in time and Ming Yu couldn't do anything about it. 

"Look at me."

"..."

"I'm not dead."

"..."

"You're ugly when you're crying."

No response.

Ming Yu suddenly dragged him unto the bed and pushed him down. He didn't wish to waste more time watching his lover agonizing over nothing and thought of the best thing he could think of.