Anxiety and Adventures (A Colby Brock fanfic)

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~my pov~
I finally stopped crying and we headed to my house. Once he drops me off, he tries to walk me to the door. “No. You don't have to do that,” I say. He continues to try and I keep saying no. “Fine, I'll talk to you later, then.” I say okay and walk into my house. I go straight upstairs to my room so I don't have to deal with my parents. When I get upstairs my room is around a little corner, and it's a bright Sunshine yellow. it's not my favorite color but it's better than the other bedroom. But there are times I sleep in the other room. Since my bedroom is bigger guest sleep here. The other room is a peach color, but like a dark Peach. It gives me the creeps. So while my grandparents are going to be staying with us, I will sleep in there tonight just to get used to it. Usually when I sleep in there though, I usually have nightmares. Maybe it will be different tonight. I really do hope so. I turn on Sam and Colby and then end up falling asleep.

•dream• ~my pov~
I am in a large room, it almost looks like a gym. In front of me were four people. Their heads covered in Black masks. When I hear a door open behind me I immediately turn and see a black figure walking in my direction. The black figure was not recognizable to me until he came into the light. "Dad," I say. He walks past me without saying a word and that's when I noticed the gun in his hand. “What are you doing?” I try to move but now I am magically tied to a chair. I look up, all the people in front of me are also tied to chairs, but still have masks over their heads. My father goes to the first person all the way to the left and takes off the mask to reveal Bradley. Bradley looks at me pleading for help with his eyes. I look at my father, he has the gun pointed at Bradley head. “What are you doing,” I yell. He pulls the trigger, shooting one round into Bradley skull. Bradley's body goes limp in his chair. I am in shock, don't know what to do. He uncovers the next person, it was my mother. “You are really going to kill your own wife,” I scream. He points the gun at her head and with no hesitation fires. I had to look away, feeling a single tear fall down my face. I didn't know it would hurt so much to lose the person that I thought would never protect me. when I look back at my father he has already uncovered the third person. “No. Please don't. She didn't do anything,"  I scream, more tears filling my eyes. He points the gun to the back of Niki's head, looking me dead in the face, and firing. “No. I need to wake up.Wake up Haley,” I'm yelling at myself. I cannot deal with another person dying. I can't watch another person that I care for die. I watch him go to the last person and take off the mask. “Colby,” I say quietly. I tried to say something else and now my mouth this magically covered. All that can be heard is muffled noise. I make eye contact with Colby, full-on breakdown mode. "No. Please don't do this," I try saying. He points the gun to Colby's head. I'm trying everything I can to try to get him to stop. Yelling, screaming, jumping around trying to get this thing off my mouth so I can talk to him. I look at Colby again, seeing that he is also crying. He has nothing over his mouth to keep him from talking. The last thing that he says is 'I love you.' My father takes his final shot and Colby falls to the ground. I am screaming, and trying to get free to go to Colby, try to save him. But nothing is working, I am stuck. My father walks over Colby's limp body to right in front of me. He rested the barrel right in between my eyes. the metal was cold and sent chills down my spine. I know what he was going to do, what he was about to do. I have no more will to live. All the people that I know and love, are gone. “Now you have no one to love you,” is the last thing he tells me before pulling the trigger.